Lovesong Poetry

you are a Christian, Ville Valo
and you are good enough.
to stand as one. I accept you.
You aren't alone, God is with you,
and he is pleased with you that
you chose him, and you are
still hanging on to him.
He has a plan for your life,
for you, for good and not evil.

...don't worry, I'll be your friend.
No matter what you do to me, even if you deny or reject me,
I will always forgive, because I believe in you..
and I trust God, and I know he believes in you,
I will support you when you need support.
I will pray for you, I am proud of you.

Don't be afraid anymore..

​

I just shipped my pants lol made me laugh

[video=youtube_share;I03UmJbK0lA]http://youtu.be/I03UmJbK0lA[/video]​

Knowing
by: Lowanla (me)


tearing down these walls of
peace and safety
it was just too much to take
needed more than comfortable
don't care what I will face
and I've crossed over that line
I've left me behind,
Not to worry
it was only my mind..


I need more than this.
don't you?
Can't live like this,
with so little to nothing,
leaves me tormented and confused,
maybe thats not your intentions
but without you entirely
it makes me feel used
because I don't know if you
will do what I just did..will you?


I want to be with you
or I don't want to be
I would rather feel alive in danger
than to feel dead in hiding


I just don't want to hurt you
although I know I probably will,
I'm afraid I'll lose you because of me,
please don't ever do that to me..
I will suffer and die withering to nothing.

..but I can't live like this,
I need to be with you
because knowing you love me,
gives me strength to love you,


I don't know what i have to do
to make you see,
but it would be nice if you were with me,
even better is knowing.
Then I know I would have everything.

Knowing is all I really need,
that you love me,
You make me happy now,
I still love you through good and bad,
through everything.

but I would still like to see you.
​

this is always going to be my favorite song most of all.

[video=youtube_share;y1nNQ6uVTmY]http://youtu.be/y1nNQ6uVTmY[/video]

Ocean Wide - lyrics by: The Afters

Look outside
It's already light and the stars ran away with the night
Things we're said, words that we'll try forget,
it's so hard to admit I know we've made mistakes
I see through all the tears but that's what got us here

[Chorus:]
If love is an ocean wide
We'll swim in the tears we cry
They'll see us through to the other side
We're gonna make it

*When love is a raging sea
You can hold on to me*
We'll find a way tonight
Love is an ocean wide

I'll stay right here
It's where I'll always belong
Tied with your arms
Days like this, I wish the sun wouldn't set
I don't want to forget
What made us feel this way
You see through all my fears
And that's what got us here

[Chorus]

Love is an ocean wide enough to forget/forgive
Even when we think we can't
​

because the Lamb, who is in the center of the throne, will be their shepherd, and he will guide them to springs of life-giving water. And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes.”
- Revelation 7:17

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[TD]Love Without Tears - lyrics by: HIM

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[TD="align: center"]As the light across the room flickers its dying song
Waiting for a reason to keep going on
The sweetest wine has now turned bitter
By these thoughts
So I wander the dark on my own

I should've known all along
That "Love Without Tears"
Is just a story told
To keep us hanging on

In in the cold all alone
Bathing in fear I sing, "Love Without Tears"
"Love Without Tears"

A ghost residing here
A boy who can't let go
Won't take "No" for an answer
Crying his song

I should've known all along
That "Love Without Tears"
Is just a story told
To keep us hanging on

In in the cold all alone
Bathing in fear
I sing, "Love Without Tears"
"Love Without Tears"
Go on and prove me wrong

I should've known all along
That "Love Without Tears"
Is just a story told
To keep us hanging on

In in the cold all alone
Bathing in fear
I sing, "Love Without Tears"
"Love Without Tears"
Go on and prove me wrong

"Love Without Tears"
"Love Without Tears"
Please let me be so wrong

(end)

You keep track of all my sorrows.
You have collected all my tears in your bottle.
You have recorded each one in your book. - Psalm 56:8[/TD]
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kiss me again
by: Lowanla (me)

Wake up to unseen lips
gently pressing down upon mine,
it feels so innocent, its the best thing
you are my favorite dream
sometimes I don't want to wake up
to a lonely reality

come on and kiss me awake again
I wanna see you next to me,
kiss me awake, I want to see you every time
kiss me awake, every morning

even though I fail you all the time,
I hate myself for crushing you with my words,
I don't understand why you still love me,
I'm only ashamed of myself for hurting you,
what could I do to be a better person for you?
tell me, anything.

Did you know
I'd do anything you asked?
for you my answer is always yes,
always for you, that is how I really feel,
cause I want to be with you.

so come on and kiss me again..​

I'm in love with you Ville,
and I really mean it. I really don't
just want to be your friend, I need more..
i really do...I can't promise it will be perfect,
It never is or will ever be perfect,
Bad days come, but there are also
good days to look forward to..
i can only hope there is a lot of good days..

You are going to have to do a
Better job at cutting me off...
if you want me to leave you alone that is..
I refuse to hide, I refuse to be ashamed,
I'm not ashamed, I'm too in love with you
to care anymore.. I don't want you to know
later you have to know now,
there is no proper moment, or right
time, because we may never get that
chance wasting time...I can't do that..
because, it hurts to be without you,
so much that I hope
This does destroy me..
That way I won't have to suffer
anymore.
i'm suffering, and hurting, without you.
I suffer because I love you,
even worse knowing you love me back,
and nothing is happening..
​

6 Be anxious for nothing,
but in everything
by prayer and supplication,
with thanksgiving,
let your requests be
made known to God;

7 and the peace of God,
which surpasses all understanding,
will guard your hearts
and minds through
Christ Jesus.

- Philippians 4:6-7
​

The Words I would Say
- Lyrics by Sidewalk Prophets

It's Three in the morning
and I'm still awake
so I picked up a pen and a page.
And I started writing
just what I'd say
if we were face to face..

I'd tell you just what you mean to me
Tell you these simple truths

Be strong in the Lord and
never give up hope.
You're gonna do great things
I already know
God's got his hand on you so
don't live life in fear
forgive and forget
but don't forget why you're here
Take your time and pray
These are the words I would say

Last time we spoke
you said you were hurting
and I felt your pain in my heart
I want you to know
that I keep on praying
Love will find you where you are

I know 'cause I've already been there
So just hear these simple truths

Be strong in the Lord and
never give up hope.
You're gonna do great things
I already know
God's got his hand on you so
don't live life in fear
forgive and forget
but don't forget why you're here
Take your time and pray
These are the words I would say

From one simple life to another
I will say
Come find peace in the Father

Be strong in the Lord and
never give up hope.

You're gonna do great things
I already know

God's got his hand on you so
don't live life in fear
forgive and forget
but don't forget why you're here
Take your time and pray
Thank God for each day
His love will find a way
These are the words I would say.

[video=youtube;9PphW6KI6VI]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9PphW6KI6VI[/video]​

...you know I don't have that number anymore,
that one that you gave me...
So I can't call you...even if I wanted to..
and I want to so bad..

even though I'm angry, I can't say
I don't love you, because It would be a lie,
because I still do..
so I won't say anything...

You are right to push me away,
to want to end things,
I messed everything up, I always mess everything up,
its my fault that you don't want to be with me..

I suppose its just a tormenting demon making me
think that it is you, when its not..
So ...I promise I will do my very best
to let go of you..

I will resist writing and going to see you..

I will get in God's presence more when I do
I don't feel you or whatever this is anymore..
until I am completely free, so you can move on,
I set you free to..

I'm sorry to have bothered you,

I won't do it again...​

I ripped up my ticket...
and I regret that I did that..
I was angry, because you really
are embarrassed by me..

I said your name out loud,
because I thought that is what you wanted,
I thought you wanted to be accepted...
that is why I did it..
I wanted you to feel welcome..
nobody has done that for you, I don't think..
or at least I haven't seen it..

I said your name and I even admitted
I loved you in front of everyone, unashamed..
and you can't even give me the decency to do the same
back for me...because I embarrass you..

is it because I hurt your feelings, so you want revenge
and got back at me by cutting me off?
and then acting like you did...
did you want to hurt me?

Well you did, you hurt me...
you crushed me..

I don't want to pay for another ticket to see you..

I loved you...I was trying...
I really wanted to see you..

how can you treat me like this...?

How could you be so ashamed of me...
why couldn't you just forgive me..
why do you hate me so much..

that's why I don't want to feel you..

I can't do this..

I can't go ..I wouldn't be able to look at you..
anyway away from 20 feet...its too far..​