Lovesong Poetry

you know I'm not perfect,

I'm not always going to do everything right..

but at least I tried to make it right..

...I was trying at least.​

I have nothing from you really

...nothing but dreams and feelings.

I let you degrade me..

because I love you..

I lost everything I could have been..

i let my dreams and career go

That is how much I loved you

...I waited for you.

I wrote you all the time..

I was faithful to you...

....Don't you ever accuse me

Of not loving you.​

Your ideal of love

I have nothing to show for it..

I can't even hold your hand

I can't even touch you

so excuse me

if I get angry from time to time..

or maybe I get frustrated

Maybe it's hard to know if you just thought I was a joke

Maybe it hurts to be ashamed of..

what guy would do this to a girl he loves..

Im sorry I'm not

the Robot female you ordered in the mail.


​

I just wanted you to
get on with your life
this wasn't going anywhere
and you knew it
you were never going to make a move..

I wanted to spare you
a life without me

that's why I said Let's be friends
and break up..

Did I embarrass you?

Well I am sorry for hurting you
..I know I know sorry doesn't fix everything..

but you know you'd have to get use to it with me..

This is all you ever wanted

you never were going to make a move

you didn't really want me.

I had to..

I don't care what they do to me.

I just wanted to see you..​

what does a real date feel like anyway?

..what's it like to hold someone's hand

whats it like to kiss someone you love on the lips

...what you do has not been for me

but to advance yourself

which is fine...

don't call it love

don't call it a relationship

a relationship

between a a man and woman

is spiritual

and a physical

thing

If it was really love

it would have been personal.

This was a project for you.

Only I took you seriously.

Could you ever prove me wrong?

Did you ever really love me at all?

Did you ever see a future

Did you ever see us..?​

The fact that I'm still writing you

With nothing to go on but your hatred

and mockery

should tell you

how much i Love you..

Will you still try to make me feel guilty?​

if I were you
I'd say this prayer right now.

God
I ask you to forgive me of my sins.
Help me, come to my rescue,
In Jesus name.
- amen

This song is for you.. For such a time as this..

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Whom Shall I Fear (God Of Angel Armies)
Lyrics by: Chris Tomlin


You hear me when I call
You are my morning song
Though darkness fills the night
It cannot hide the light


Whom shall I fear


You crush the enemy
Underneath my feet
You are my sword and shield
Though troubles linger still


Whom shall I fear


I know who goes before me
I know who stands behind
The God of angel armies
Is always by my side


The one who reigns forever
He is a friend of mine
The God of angel armies
Is always by my side


My strength is in Your name
For You alone can save
You will deliver me
Yours is the victory


Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear


I know who goes before me
I know who stands behind
The God of angel armies
Is always by my side


The one who reigns forever
He is a friend of mine
The God of angel armies
Is always by my side


And nothing formed against me shall stand
You hold the whole world in Your hands
I'm holding on to Your promises


You are faithful
You are faithful


And nothing formed against me shall stand
You hold the whole world in Your hands
I'm holding on to Your promises


You are faithful
You are faithful
You are faithful


I know who goes before me
I know who stands behind
The God of angel armies
Is always by my side


The one who reigns forever
He is a friend of mine
The God of angel armies
Is always by my side


I know who goes before me
I know who stands behind
The God of angel armies
Is always by my side


The one who reigns forever
He is a friend of mine
The God of angel armies
Is always by my side


The God of angel armies
is always by my side.
​

even if you hate him
he loves you..
regardless what you
might say against God.

He will be with you
He is with you.

It's because of your faith
He is going to show himself mighty.

this is is your walk with him.

You aren't lost to him

just found.

..well..You'll see.​

Psalm 34:18

The Lord is near to the brokenhearted
and saves the crushed in spirit.​

I don't know what you

want me to say

I wanted to be with you

I wanted to see you

I still love you

i still want to be with you​

did you know I could feel a heart ache
twice as painful
and a cold as ice heart as dead

I feel these things

Do you know what it's like without you?

It hurts
it's very lonely


How do you know I wasn't trying?

Do you think I'm afraid

I wanted to see you

i messed up

This isn't the easiest

but It's all I have to look forward to

I want to see you

I have to

if you will let me


I don't know how I could ever tell you

its going to be alright..

but I have to see you

at least expect that

I'm willing enough to go​

Why do you think you
could tempt me
with something I've already been aching for?

Wanting for
waiting for

To be with you?​

what to say today?

Its going to be okay

because you are loved.

You are worthwhile,
unique, full of interesting qualities.

You are someone who is,
fearfully and wonderfully made.

You are someone who has a smile that
sparks a warm calm day in a cold storm..

You are my heart ache,
A mans warm embrace,

It's gonna be okay.

I love you
I hope you know

that you are loved.

i wish you would hold onto that.

you are somebody,
worthwhile.

That is the reason.

because you really don't need a reason to be loved...

just receive it and be loved,
hold onto it,
and know you are loved.

I Love You

the only one who could love you better is God,
I would fail, but he never will..
He is the one who gives me strength and love
to love you.

and I do.​

If you were with me

You would lose who you are
your 'identity'
all you have worked hard for
All your friends
Maybe everything

your life

cause they won't be associated with me

Would you still be willing to
be with me?

you need to be sure..

because you won't be able to look back.

Think hard on that..

If you can't let it go now
you won't ever let it go..​