Lovesong Poetry

Strength For One More Day (for him barely making it through)
by: Lowanla (me)

Dad,
I come to you through your son Jesus,

I want to include my guy in my prayer,
you know who he is,
I don't see his side of the story,
but I'm sure he feels a lot more alone then I do.

Help him, give him courage, and strength,
and instill within his spirit bravery,
and the boldness of a lion.

Cover him under the shadow of your wing,
protect him by the blood of Christ,
cover his spirit, soul, body, everything.

I rebuke the spirit of fear in his life,
I declare peace that passes all understanding over his mind.

God please, draw him to you instead of me
give him signs and miracles to show him
that you love him too.

I charge your angels to surround him,
In the name of Jesus Christ I cancel all the plans
Satan has for his life.

I declare blessings, prosperity, creativity, and life
over him. I claim psalm 91, Psalm 118,
and psalm 23 over him too.

Please heal his heart, and pour your love into it,
give him joy and laughter. Help him to not be lonely.

Give him the greatest revelation of love,
he could ever know. So he'll never feel without again.

In Jesus name I pray.

Amen.
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Tell me more about your tomorrows,
about how you love me
and how things will go
tell me something to lift my spirit
it might ease the hurt and pain
of all the waiting.
Its the least you could do
for all the things you are putting me through
you never sent me an email me did you, nor send a letter,
nor anything I could hold onto
just for me alone...
tell me...are you doing this
for love...or just for a show..

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You're my medicine
by: Lowanla (me)

Don't ever stop
you're my medicine
to cure this broken heart of despair
Fade not nor wither to dust
for I should surely die without you
I would not last a single day
I would that you would have everything
from me ask anything you dream
that would keep you going
that would make you happy
I was born broken waiting for you
you're my medicine,

love is my addiction.
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Kissing You
Lyrics by: Des'ree

Pride can stand a thousand trials
The strong will never fall
But watching stars without you
My soul cries

Heaving heart is full of pain
Oooh, oooh, the aching
'Cause I'm kissing you, oooh
I'm kissing you, oooh

Touch me deep, pure and true
Give to me forever
'Cause I'm kissing you, oooh
I'm kissing you, oooh

Where are you now
Where are you now
'Cause I'm kissing you
I'm kissing you, oooh
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My Glorious
by: Chris Tomlin

God is bigger than
The air I breathe
The world we'll leave
God will save the day
And all will say
My Glorious

And all You ever do
Is change the old for new
People, we believe that

(Chorus)
God is bigger than
The air I breathe
The world we'll leave
God will save the day
And all will say
My Glorious

The world is shaking
With the love of God
Great and glorious
Let the whole earth sing

And all You ever do
Is change the old for new
People, we believe that

(chorus)

Clouds are breaking
Heaven's come to earth
Hearts awakening
Let the church bells ring

And all You ever do
Is change the old for new
People, we believe that

(Chorus)

My Glorious
My Glorious
My Glorious
My Glorious

Glory, glory
Send Your glory
Glory, glory
Send Your glory

Glory, glory
Send Your glory

You're Glorious
You're Glorious
You're Glorious
Yes, You are God

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yes
by: lowanla (me)

Yes to an inquiry
yes to the past, the present,
the future and tomorrows dreams,
a yes for the storms of life,
a yes for the sunny days of spring,
a yes for both good times and bad,
A yes to frustration, tears,
laughter and joy
a yes to the many many many years
a yes to tug upon your arm,
a yes to hide in your arms for comfort
a yes for days to only hear your voice,
a yes to wait months to years
a yes to consider how you feel
a yes to listen and sometimes be quiet
a yes to let you lead,
and only if you ask me advice
a yes will I give then
a yes a million times over
a yes that's worth waiting for
a yes to everything about you
a yes to be held and taken care of always
a yes because I love you

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hmm, *sigh* I feel kind of guilty for posting that video, I feel
somewhat insensitive. So I am sorry, just trying to apologize that's all.

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Don't Give Up
Lyrics by: Calling Glory

This time your heart said its had enough
Sick and tired of everything that's so messed up
You don't wanna move on just playing games
Praying hard somehow your life will change
When you feel like you don't know what to do
Stuck inside this maze you can't go through

(chorus)
Don't give up
and help is surely on its way
and don't give up
and the dark is breaking in today
and just keep on moving through these storms
and soon enough you'll find the door
just don't give up
oh and don't give up

These walls around you are caving in
And your life seems like it is wearing thin
Your hope is drowning in despair
It looks like you're not going anywhere
Step inside this Heart and then you'll see
Such a love that is so amazing
(Chorus)

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Slaying Hearts
by: Lowanla (me)

I can't bare your suffering
Hold onto me till the pain fades away
Lets forget ourselves today
who needs the world that had us unmade
you always come back to me the same
the situation keeps repeating

Slaying my heart within your grasp
I'm the unearthed voice ever last
cruel words in flight like arrows eternally
and I don't want to fight anymore
this battle rages on but no one wins
only evil pride with a bleeding grin
slaying hearts within our grasp

It hurts to let go of myself
the pure things I try to protect
and when I let them go for you
my heart is slain every time
and then my self pure pride dies

Slaying my heart within your grasp
I'm the unearthed voice ever last
cruel words in flight like arrows eternally
and I don't want to fight anymore
this battle rages on but no one wins
only evil pride with a bleeding grin
slaying hearts within our grasp

Slay my heart for your comfort
its yours for the breaking

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Whom Shall I Fear
Lyrics by: Chris Tomlin

You hear me when I call
You are my morning song
Though darkness fills the night
It cannot hide the light

Whom shall I fear

You crush the enemy
Underneath my feet
You are my sword and shield
Though troubles linger still

Whom shall I fear

I know who goes before me
I know who stands behind me

The God of angel armies
Is always by my side


The one who reigns forever
He is a friend of mine

The God of angel armies
Is always by my side

My strength is in Your name
For You alone can save
You will deliver me
Yours is the victory

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear

I know who goes before me
I know who stands behind me

The God of angel armies
Is always by my side

The one who reigns forever
He is a friend of mine

The God of angel armies
Is always by my side

And nothing formed against me shall stand
You hold the whole world in Your hands
I'm holding on to Your promises

You are faithful
You are faithful
You are faithful

I know who goes before me
I know who stands behind me

The God of angel armies
Is always by my side

The one who reigns forever
He is a friend of mine

The God of angel armies
Is always by my side

The God of angel armies
is always by my side

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Mssg for my guy:

God has a plan for you life
he drew you by his spirit
from the darkness to the light
He see's your suffering he knows
your need and questions
He knows what goes on in the dark
he is not blind to these things
He is going to show you something
that only you would know is him
because you have a call on your life
from darkness to light
soon the power of God will break
through your confusion
and the demons will flee
for God will take you by his own hand
and you will feel his power and presence
and his love
for you have not chosen him, he has
chosen you.

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No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws him,
and I will raise him to life on the last day.- John 6:44​

You have your way to say I love you
I have my way to say I love you
Both are somewhat painful
Not that I wish pain on you

However, if I did not care
I would not share everything
I know with you that I thought
Could help you

That's all I know as far as my belief goes
That's everything..I'm done.
I have peace about letting it go
That I never had before.
Hopefully I will say no more on it
I can't beg you to believe and I won't

I can't stop you from loving me
Most of the time I tried to chase you
Away with my knowledge but you.stayed
...sorry

Please don't make promises if you can't
See a future out of it
That's why I pushed you away
I don't want to be with someone
Who can't see a future with me
If it be a harsh straining life
With some or few happy memories
I'd rather live with someone in a hard imperfect life
Than not have him at all

I love you I know I can't change you...I don't want to
Only to Just give you what I know.

I love you I wanted to give my best and my all
To let you know that

I love you without being controlled or put in fear
I freely love you

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Your Love is not I
by: Lowanla (me)

You had her first she has
always been there for you
you are right it is true
she is beautiful she glitters
sparkles shines for you

We cannot go on living a lie
no matter how we fight for love
no matter how we try
she will always come
between me and you

I cannot compete
for she is great and has
many faces who adore
and love you with all their
darling loving hearts

Why can't I hide from you
and your false ideal of one love
you don't even believe in it
and I don't want to compete
i just want to live my life
with what I can salvage

I am just another meaningless prop
in your theatrical show.
Please let me go,
so that we can move on.

Its all just for glory..
its all just a show..
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I'm sorry that was a bit harsh,
or it was really selfish jealous and mean
and stupid of me.
but see what a terrible person I am?
This is really tough for me
I don't think I'm that strong of a person.
I keep giving up because it hurts too much.
I feel like i'm doing this alone..
I want to believe in this but it gets to
tough sometimes and I don't know
how to react..
Why do you keep coming back,
do you believe in it yourself?
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Its all truth here and I did everything I could that might help you
even if it was from a distance, its all I could do. It will
help you if you try.

I know you are mad at me, I don't know what to say
but that I am sorry for hurting you. I do love you
I want to be with you. I don't know what else
I could say to make you believe me.
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