Lovesong Poetry

I suppose I can say no more
it just seems to be damaging anymore.
I feel somewhat empty...

I don't know how else you
expect me to act putting
me through all of this
I am only a flawed individual
weak, limited, and tempered.

I did the best I could,
I tried to be good to you.
I said some harsh things
sometimes when the
waiting got to me.
Its not like you were perfect either
you said plenty of mean things,
and you taunted me.

all I can say is..
I am sorry I am not stronger
and that I could have acted more mature.

I'm sorry for all the times I've said things
or done things to hurt you, anytime, every time,
you can remember all the painful things.

I am sorry.

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That Thing You Do (girl version)
Lyrics by: The Wonders

You,
Doin' that thing you do,
Breaking my heart into a million pieces,
Like you always do
And you,
Don't mean to be cruel,
You never even knew about the heartache,
I've been going through
Well I try and try to forget you guy,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do

I,
Know all the games you play,
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know that,
You'll be mine someday
'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
'Cause I try and try to forget you guy,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do

I don't ask a lot,
But I know one thing's for sure,
It's the love I haven't got guy,
And I just can't take it anymore

'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
Cause it hurts me so just to see you go,
Around with someone new,
And if I know you you're doin' that thing,
Every day just doin' that thing,
I can't take you doing that thing you do​

My Angels
by: Lowanla (me)

I want to thank my heavenly Father
for supplying me with protective angels.
Even though there was a very powerful and strong wind
that caused a giant tree branch
to fall next to my house it was between
mine and another house. It could have hit
my house but I believe my angels
pushed it away to the middle where
it hit nothing.

Ha Ha.
My God is alive he watches over me.
whom shall I fear for he is with me.
Ha Ha.

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Need You Now (how many times)
Lyrics by: Plumb

Well, everybody's got a story to tell
And everybody's got a wound to be healed
I want to believe there's beauty here
'Cause oh I get so tired of holding on
I can't let go, I can't move on
I want to believe there's meaning here

How many times have you heard me cry out
"God please take this"?
How many times have you given me strength to

Just keep breathing?

Oh, I need you
God, I need you now.

Standing on a road I didn't plan
Wondering how I got to where I am
I'm trying to hear that still small voice
I'm trying to hear above the noise

How many times have you heard me cry out
"God please take this"?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh, I need you
God, I need you now.

Oh I walk, Oh I walk through the shadows
And I, I am so afraid
Please stay, please stay right beside me
With every single step I take

How many times have you heard me cry out?
And how many times have you given me strength?

How many times have you heard me cry out
"God please take this"?
How many times have you given me strength to
Just keep breathing?
Oh, I need you
God, I need you now.

I need you now
Oh, I need you
God, I need you now
I need you now
I need you now

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So What?
by: Lowanla (me)

You say it is dangerous..
I say so?
I am still here even though I'm put in plenty of
dangerous situations every single day
and still have peace in my eyes. For who goes before
me and watches out for me. My father God.
You say you are not good for me..
I say so?
God told me I was going to get married, he even
showed me a vision of it and he gave me words of knowledge
from other people who said I would. More than once. If God thinks you
are good for me then you are good for me. I love you,
I would face anything with you and you know this.
You say this is the only way..
I say so?
Its not the only way and you know it,
how much more proof do you need to be able to walk on this water?
If you love me then stop being afraid start walking by faith.
You tell me to believe, I do. You need to fight for this,
I know you can. You love me, otherwise you would have let me
go along time ago. You don't want to let me go...because you love me.

So what? There are challenges, and fears, face them with me
I know you can, cause I believe in you.

Let the redeemed of the Lord say...
So?

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What will people think when they hear that I'm a Jesus Freak?
What will people do when they find that its true
I don't really care if they label me a Jesus Freak
there ain't no disguising the truth.
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Belong
by: Lowanla (me)

This is for that person in the dark
who has never felt peace in their life
Signs and wonders for your sake
its all for you
all for you
oh precious child
you feel alone
you wonder if there is truth in
all of this

come closer and the fog will clear
confusion will dissipate
God will come and pour his love like rain
time is getting closer
he's calling you
you belong here, you belong here
you belong.

Keep seeking the Lord
so much good in store
for your life
you were meant for so much more.

You belong here, you belong here,
you belong.
you belong.
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Save Your Life
Lyrics by: The Newsboys

Dear Friend,
You've been trying again
Doing whatever it takes to fit in
Falling for the lies of the world
You tell me you'd pay anything just to not hurt
What you want, I ain't got
What I have, can't be bought

There's something better I can give
If you surrender you will live
Just gotta taste and see it's good
I'd make you see it if I could
It's gonna save your life, gonna save your life

Dear Friend,
I'd be lying to you
If I told you this road that we travel would be smooth
Sometimes, you just wanna give up
Trying, and trying, but nothing is ever enough
Chasing things, but what for? (what for?)
You've seen it all, but want more

There's something better I can give
If you surrender you will live
Just gotta taste and see it's good
I'd make you see it if I could
It's gonna save your life, gonna save your life

I can see now you want this
And you know that you need this
Get away from the darkness
Get away from the darkness

I can see now you want this
And you know that you need this
Get away from the darkness
Gotta know who Christ is

There's something better I can give
If you surrender you will live
Just gotta taste and see it's good
I'd make you see it if I could
It's gonna save your life, gonna save your life

(Nothing better than this life) It's gonna save your life
(Nothing better than this life) It's gonna save your life
It's gonna, it's gonna save your life

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The Clock's Tickin' Down<3
by: Lowanla (me)

must be hard living a life
with the fear of fate
the clock tickin' down
like you're running out of time
you feel like something just ain't
right in your life
because nothing seems to
satisfy anymore
and you are wanting a change

Its now or never
who you gonna believe?
the clock's tickin' down
you want to follow fate,
or do you want to follow faith?

Walk on the water with me
even with all the wind and waves around you
crashing about its frightening
and you are haunted by the darkest dreams
just believe walk on the water with me

The clock is nothing to God
for time is in his hands
if you feel drawn to this hope
its because he's been calling you home
its time for you to take a stand
He will never let you go
He will hold you with his
righteous right hand
nothing is impossible for God

Walk on the water with me
even with all the wind and waves around you
crashing about its frightening
and you are haunted by the darkest dreams
just believe walk on the water with me
I love you, come join me
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The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise,
as some understand slowness.
He is patient with you,
not wanting anyone to perish,
but everyone to come to repentance. - 2 Peter 3:9
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Save Me From Myself
Lyrics by: Brian Head Welch

Another day in life
Which way will I go?
Will I pick suicide
How do I say no?
The demons are calling me
"Just one more line"
Voices echoing in my head
These thoughts aren't mine

Chop it
Snort it
The kid?
ignore it
Life sucks
I'm over it
Save me from myself
Can't quit
I tried it
Your love?
denied it
Can't fake it
I hate it
please help me

God
Save me from myself
I'm beggin you
God
Save me from my hell

Chillin in my own gutter
I've sunk so low
I want to be a good father
but Here the voices go

Chop it
Snort it
The kid?
ignore it
Life sucks
I'm over it
Save me from myself
Can't quit
I tried it
Your love?
denied it
Can't fake it
I hate it
please help me

God
Save me from myself
I'm beggin you
God
Save me from my hell
Save me
from my
myself
Save me
from my
my hell

Wake up Wasted
Get up Wasted
Go out Wasted
Come home So Wasted
Play shows Wasted
Pimp hoes Wasted
Life blows I'm Wasted
No more living Wasted!

Drug use I kicked it
Abuse I kicked it
I'm through I kicked it
I won't kill myself
Depression I kicked it
Suicide I kicked it
Telling lies I kicked it
I won't kill myself

Father! Thank you
Father! I live for you now!

Oh my God I live For you now
God Save me from myself
I'm beggin you

God Save me from my hell..

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I Knew I Loved You
Savage Garden - I Knew I Loved You - YouTube

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes, I see my future in an instant
And there it goes,
I think I found my best friend
I know that it might sound
More than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only the sense of completion
And in your eyes, I see
The missing pieces I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
I know that it might sound
More than a little crazy
But I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
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One of the thousands of reasons I love you.

You are true to your word, persevering, and noble,
these are rare qualities found in anyone,
but they are a couple of wonderful ingredients to
what you my beloved are made of.
Which is why you are worth the wait.
I am yours, I wait for you. - by Lowanla (me) for you
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Your Prize My Life
by: Lowanla (me)

If I hadn't realized you
were true, I know it now
you are more of a man
more then most in this world
what does this world
know?
Their ideals of what makes a man
are warped.

I present before you a prize
this miserable wretched life
of mine.
for all the sorrow, for all the
tears, for all the loneliness,
and suffering I may
have caused you...
If I had never said I am sorry,
I am sorry...
I love you and willingly give you
my life and whatever dreams
I had just so that your
life and your dreams will be better.
Thats all I want.
To rewriting the darkened tomorrows,
to be rewritten for better days
For yesterday is gone
For life come to life
For the promises of tomorrow
to make you happy
thats all I want.

I knew you were worth waiting for,
I know you are worth waiting for,
you never cease to surprise me,
with what you are willing to do
I am so happily devoted to you.

take my life its your prize
Anything to make you happy.
I love you, love of my life.

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