Hmm yea maybe not jaded for me either but more like nothing gets me too excited/depressed anymore....I sometimes feel like a robot coasting through life if that makes sense....people get excited over things and I'm like "I'm happy for you" but don't expect some emotional outburst of joy or something from me lol.....I've been betrayed by close people many times so much that I learned the hard way not to take people/things at face value anymore....I don't emotionally connect to people anymore unless I get to know them for quite a while and even then I reserve myself b/c people love to weaponize any dirt on others to make themselves feel better....if you don't give them that opportunity they have to look for another victim to vampire off of so to speak