Please Someone Pray for Me

OK, take care of yourself first.. I understand you need to make money to pay your overhead and expenses also, so definitely hanging in there and I will be praying for you and for the Lord’s provision in your life.


Definitely get the unemployment money and you can get even get money for food and there’s no shame in that cause you paid for it.

Thank you! There's just so much pain!!! My Mom was sick before she died and I was her caregiver. The enemy would taunt me about the job I did. Then, I'll think about her and it's like my whole heart is breaking in to. We were very close! She was instrumental in my becoming a Christian. I keep calling on Jesus!!! Sometimes, I'll wake up snd be paralyzed in fear, so I dread going to sleep. My stepdad, who in my heart was.my
Dad passed last June, so I lost both parents in less than six months. I had applied for an early retirement so that Mom and my check would be enough for our expenses. I didn't want her to go to a home and she was basically bedridden. Now, with just my check, I don't have enough for my mortgage. I am looking for supplemental work. So I'm alone in a big house just trying to survive. I try and get out some and I do go to church. Besides church, little interests me!

Hmmm...I will say be intentional and open up to the Holy Spirit, He is the comforter. It's not easy to break yourself but it is doable. Heb. 13.5...He says He will never leave us nor forsake us... But only when we are willing to allow Him will we experience His supernatural presence. Stay strong, He is holding you tight. 🙂

It's been 46 days since my Mom died. I loved my Mom very much, but I am going through long periods of numbness and confusion. I want to feel again and reestablish that connection with her. I feel I am losing my mind. Please somebody pray for me! I've prayed, read the Word, listened to praise songs. Thank you!

I thank you for being so kind to me and giving such good counsel. I would ask for prayer for my mind. I have a fear I will forget my Mom. I'm afraid some of the memories are so hard because she was so sick that I'll block things out. People say I won't forget her, we were so close and I pray that's true. I just can't deal with the extremity of sadness. I'm literally afraid of losing my mind!
The Lord will help me get through this! I have to believe it! Anway, thank you so much again!!! I've always said, I'd rather know someone was praying for me than anything else!!!

How are you doing today?

Bless your heart for caring for your Mom. That's honoring your parents.
There's a promise of a long life for you.

I know how you feel.
I had numerous crisis this past year.
The worst was losing my Mom to a psycho killer who used to be my brother.

Last night I had another vivid dream of Mom. It was extremely emotional and woke me up. I'm recovering slowly and gradually. I will pray that the Holy Spirit will heal and comfort you too.
Let's pray for each other.

To your health and regained happiness.

How are you doing today?

I apologize. I am just seeing this! This has been one of the worst days of my life. I am struggling with my feelings. I am a more feeling or sensitive person by nature and it's like I can't get my feelings back for my Mom. We were always so close! It scares me that I will forget her or stop missing or loving her! I feel like I am in a nightmare I can't wake up from!
Yes, I will add you to my prayer list! I'm truly sorry for what you have and are going through! This is one thing I can relate to!

No need to apologize. It's ok.

I wouldn't worry about the feelings you have for your Mom right now.
Feelings change and resurface often.
I'm trying to recover as soon as possible by learning and applying God's Word. I think I am being led to some good teaching on depression and recovery from post traumatic stress and a bunch of other physical damage that recently occurred. For instance, An expert in PTSD explained coping mechanisms that different people experience to deal with serious emotional trauma. Perhaps that's just temporary so you can get some sleep and recover. There are many times I ask God to help me to put certain people and events out of my mind because I can't handle it them.
There are dynamics in my own life that are uniquely difficult . King David had such intense emotional afflictions t.
There are so many things that remind me of my beloved Mother too.

The stress hormones that occur stay in the blood stream and circulates, causing physical harm to organs until it's deactivated by exercise and a number of other things.
Grief can literally cause serious health problems like mine. There have been numerous traumas leading up to the death and several following. I would have been dead right now if not for God's mercy.

I noticed that as I cared for my parents in their time of need, we grew closer and that made it ironically harder on me when they passed. I'm guessing it's the same for you and your own Mom.
That said, I would just thank the Lord for showing you comfort and mercy. As time goes on, fond memories should start returning as you are able to handle them and greater love as you can process them in a healthy, less stressful manor is my simple opinion. I might be wrong, but it might be worth considering as you go through this process that the change in feelings is a dynamic and temporary response to your distress.

Yes, He is!!! God bless you for your words of confort!!!

My problem is I don't even feel close to God sometimes. I worry am I showing Him I love Him less because I'm trying to feel something for my Mom? Am I not putting Him first? I'm truly afraid I'll lose my salvation or my mind or both!