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  1. enril

    I'm SOOOOOO

    or hippopotomonstrosisesquipedaliaphobia
  2. enril

    Share Your Interests, Hobbies, Collections

    maybe. i guess all that pain has to go anywhere. and pain goes into most anywhere. art, music, words. I am very glad I did not kill myself. yet
  3. enril

    Are You Brave Enough to Post a Picture of Yourself?

    @seed_time_harvest I mean it. seriously. it could cause problemos de muchos
  4. enril

    Share Your Interests, Hobbies, Collections

    that is very true, although pressing the keys harder, faster, or slowly doesn't change the writing. mostly my writing is a few 500- word stories, a few that i wrote when i was very young that are so dark that....... most of my writing is venting. i have an entire safe full of vents. times i...
  5. enril

    Share Your Interests, Hobbies, Collections

    yeah. writing is fun. but i mostly gave it up once i lost the need to vent. i am trying. I have written about 3 songs.
  6. enril

    ok. been harming myself just a bit. once. wakes you up to feel steel in your flesh. i have a...

    ok. been harming myself just a bit. once. wakes you up to feel steel in your flesh. i have a scar from that. i honestly hope i keep it. a reminder. slightly depressed. but working for change.
  7. enril

    Share Your Interests, Hobbies, Collections

    loot. and loot. and did i mention loot? i do that. probably have 20 lying around by now. eh. my pens are just to look smart. and cus i like the colores.
  8. enril

    Share Your Interests, Hobbies, Collections

    I have many hobbies. i read, sketch japanese sea dragons, sometimes write, unfortunately my writing all is dark now.... i play/ wish i played guitar, collect books, "loot" stuff, collections, wire, old electronics, mementos, things that i might use someday... if I live to be 1,000, that is...
  9. enril

    What are you listening to?

    in the hanging tree is beautiful. not that I ever want to watch the movie. :)
  10. enril

    What are you listening to?

    enter sandman, phantom lord, seek and destroy. I can and often do listen to NF for hours, just as background. while reading, anything.
  11. enril

    (Potentially) Profound Thoughts

    keep hope alive.
  12. enril

    Immoral dreams

    man dreams. I get the sexual dreams. f---ing friends that I care about. and it hurts. now a little data. dreams generally follow two patterns: what you thinking about when you fall asleep, and fear. usually you only remember fear related dreams, asi can express. having my only dreams i...
  13. enril

    pray for courage.

    yep. now i need to think about telling my parents.
  14. enril

    I was wondering who believes you can get unsaved.

    finally, someone who gets it the same way. now give scripture. I think, as you misunderstood me, that it is impossible to LOSE salvation. but it is probably possible to ditch it on the side of the road, so to speak, right?
  15. enril

    I was wondering who believes you can get unsaved.

    alright. i looked it up. sorry. but i have to wonder, how will believing that make my struggles worse? besides the fact that it could cause me to feel that i can do anything no problemo? i am just following scripture. if i feel this way, but scriptue says that, i go scripture. oh sheesh. also...
  16. enril

    I was wondering who believes you can get unsaved.

    what the heck are you saying? you are all going on and on about how wrong my idea is, and now that I agree you are trashing at me for that. HOW DARE YOU INSULT MY PASTOR. not everyone uses unfounded claims. osas. blah blah blah. if you use an aronym, explain. yeah stop selectively listening to...
  17. enril

    How Did Your Spiritual Journey Begin?

    if you like to the point 4 minute answers to biblical questions, answered from the word, check out the beat on youtube. alan something, i think.
  18. enril

    Are You Brave Enough to Post a Picture of Yourself?

    unfortunately it turns out that I cannot, as that could cause problems. my face is somewhat well known.
  19. enril

    looking for some support. urgently.

    thank you all.