When I was younger I knew exactly what I wanted to be. I was planning to go to college for art, to become a videogame artist. I was planning for it, I was so excited. I had a huge cocoon of videogame lifestyle around me that I hadn't realized had become an idolatry. I was still Christian, I loved God, but I hadn't really let Him into my plans for life yet. It was one day in class when I had an argument with one of my friends at the time, who is Buddhist, that I couldn't really "have it all." This broke me. It was a huge realization that I couldn't do all that I wanted, which would probably turn into eventually working on videogames that were super inappropriate for a Christian to work on, and I had no idea what to do. I went to class in a sort of haze, and also to my local Library as I usually did. I just sat down and remember thinking "God help me." And God met me there in such a way I still can't understand. I was truly changed and my whole life has changed since then. I still love videogames and am still an artist, but God has truly become part of my life in a deeper way.