I had the most aggressive form of cancer - Squamous Cell Carcinoma - and even radiation last summer did not stop it from reappearing again in a different place. Only the hand of God will do this.
My radiologist said that usually this is caused by a low immunity system, since we all carry the potential for this in our bodies. Years ago, I was diagnosed with a very low immunity system - but since I was so healthy at the time - no one worried. There is nothing to be done to build it up from the place where mine was. That leaves my health and healing in God's hands.
One thing in my favor - I am a quick healer - and even the nurse was amazed last night when she looked at my stitches and the wide cut that had been stapled. She could not believe that in one week, it could look the way that it did. Thank you for your prayers.
So many of my family and friends are seeing the miraculous way in which I have come through so much in one year. And they see the fingerprints of God all over me. The question everyone asks is if God allowed this to come upon me at this time to reveal Himself as Healer. Yet, we all assume that God will always keep us from being sick IF only we have enough faith, and so on. Not necessarily.
Once we truly surrender ourselves to Him and that includes our bodies too, we must learn to take what He allows or does not allow since we no longer own ourselves. Yet with always trusting in His loving care which will always be there.
No amount of journal writing helps me - only meditating on His words - and keeping a record of what He speaks to me as I pray. And when this all started, one word that kept coming to me even before surgery was "witness".
