No, whether I am closer to him or not is irrelevant and isn't even up to me and honestly doesn't matter to me. I always speak my heart I don't know any other way to be in him I had no deeper meaning in what I said other than what God was placing in my heart at that time. As I wrote those words the warmth and love the feelings were all overflowing in my heart even now that warmth and love is till there.
I don't think when I post I only speak what is placed on my heart no real intention or deeper meaning beyond that, God knows I always speak my heart and so I think that is why he speaks through me so much. he has touched and reached so many hearts like this none of it was me I only speak my heart he is the words that come from it.
Hey!!! how about Romans 11...
when I post, I make sure of what the BIBLE states....you are not as close as you think apparently, or you would understand that what you are saying is not true
I don't want to hurt your feelings Blain...truly I don't...but flashing your 'personal' relationship with God and saying that you are so close that you know things OUTSIDE of scripture is out of the pale IMO
Further, you have no clue if God sits on my couch every day and teaches me personally
If he does, however, I would not mention it as proof of what I state...know why? His word comes first and He is the first one to say so...IN His word actually
please quit it with the emotional appeals...you have no idea what I have been through in life or what I have overcome
You are FAR from the only one who as experienced heartache and trials...I just choose not to put them above the Word