I am sorry if anything I have said has offended anybody, that is not what I set out to do, I said very early on in this thread that I do believe a god created everything we see, that to me is obvious, I just struggle with everything else I have encountered in my life, my idea of god is a far superior being that must be eternal, but I also think that this being or god just gave us a chance, like many other species had theirs, I am probably not making much (if any) sense to you but 45 years of life experience has brought me to this conclusion, I also know I am not perfect but I know I have done my best with the cards I have been dealt, I am waffling now