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I know I have another thread on this topic, but that one is dedicated to a sin issue of mine. I struggle with Borderline Personality Disorder, or BPD. It's so incredibly hard sometimes to not lose my mind. Last night I had a terrible breakdown, so bad that I thought I wasn't going to make it and today I had another one. It's getting bad.
BPD makes me feel lonely, abandoned, and miserable. It takes over sometimes and leaves me not feeling like myself. I lash out and do horrible things. I "split" on the people that I love, meaning I freak out on them for silly reasons because my brain is warping everything.
I am in desperate need of prayer right now. My BPD hasn't been this bad in years. Please pray for strength, please pray for clarity, and please pray for hope. Please please pray for hope. I'm barely holding on.
Thank you so much.
-Megan
Edit: please only positive responses. I have been told in the past that my having a disorder means I'm not close enough with God or I haven't really given my life to Him. I don't need that, I just need support.
BPD makes me feel lonely, abandoned, and miserable. It takes over sometimes and leaves me not feeling like myself. I lash out and do horrible things. I "split" on the people that I love, meaning I freak out on them for silly reasons because my brain is warping everything.
I am in desperate need of prayer right now. My BPD hasn't been this bad in years. Please pray for strength, please pray for clarity, and please pray for hope. Please please pray for hope. I'm barely holding on.
Thank you so much.
-Megan
Edit: please only positive responses. I have been told in the past that my having a disorder means I'm not close enough with God or I haven't really given my life to Him. I don't need that, I just need support.