I hear you and you are not alone. The entire world has hit a pause button while we face an unseen enemy. I feel like it is more of a disconnect with myself, but like Dino, I am a bit of an introvert so staying home is very comfortable for me. I love being able to attend pre service prayer and service online. One thing that I did read, and maybe it might help perspective-wise, is that "the church is not shut, it has been deployed."
The church was not meant to have its primary focus on what we get but on what we give up in worship to God. Maybe some of that has lulled us into thinking that attending a group function can substitute for a personal relationship with God. Now might even be a great opportunity to say, "God I am here. It is just you and me today. Help me to listen. Help me to be aware of you in a way I haven't when I was distracted. I don't want to prattle away at you and pretend that that is a relationship. Thank you for paring away everything that keeps me from sitting quietly at your feet.
Lord I don't know how to feel. I have no idea what to expect. I ask you to walk alongside me and help me not to neglect you but to be a blessing to you as well. Lord you are my heart and my hope. Thank you."