My family here lately when I'm around makes me feel like they dont want me around today they had my great niece a birthday party and I'm the only family member that wasnt invited I feel like they dont even care about me and my family any more
First off, I want to say I'm very sorry to hear your going through this.
Second, I will say this to you. I learned a long time ago that there is the family your born into and then the Christian family you have been Blessed with. If your Blessed to have them be one in the same, then that is awesome! If not, then it's not. Jesus has said that we would be hated by the world, as they hated him first. So, be of good heart, that, although some may discard you and your families worth, it is not a bad thing even though it may hurt. I look back and see that God was pruning dead branches off my tree, so I could flourish in him even more and make room in life for better things. Be of good heart. I don't normally quote scripture, but in this case one comes to mind that applies. May it bring you comfort and lighten your burden in the Good Shepard.
Joshua 1:9
Be Strong and Couragous. Do not be Afraid or Discouraged.
For the Lord Your God WILL be with YOU Where ever you go.
I truly hope that some or all of this God Blesses you heart to be helped and Healed through and in. Be well and I look forward to chatting sometime if you would like.