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Jullianna
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Love you too, El! I know this has been a very difficult year for you and your family. You truly have my heart and prayers!
You have made a tremendous difference in my life...in case I disappear someday too![]()
I have learned that we often think we are helping with a situation when we actually may be making it worse by keeping it front and center. Wounds don't heal as they should if we continue to pick the scabs. Infection and festering may follow, and unnecessary scar tissue may develop. Perhaps this is God's example of teaching us a deeper truth.
2011 has been the worst year of my life ever. I lost my oldest son in February. I am, however, striving to stay close to God who is helping me to go on with my life without him. It is so tough. Without God, I wouldn't be here today.
2011 has been the worst year of my life ever. I lost my oldest son in February. I am, however, striving to stay close to God who is helping me to go on with my life without him. It is so tough. Without God, I wouldn't be here today.
I totally remembered some great things that I learned in 2011
-How to change out a trach in an emergency situation without any previous or formal medical training.
-That emergency situations can and do happen, unfortunately.
-How to tune out half a dozen children, the tv, and the vitamix to talk to God.
-I did not learn how to use a salt water pool filter. Fail.
-That everything is better when it's made from scratch and whole foods. Yum!
-That God created our bodies so perfectly and with the ability to heal themselves and He gave us the tools necessary to help our bodies do it.
-I learned how to look at a person's heart and not just listen to the way their words come across to me.
-That people aren't always looking down on me.
-Working out and being healthy makes me happy.![]()
-That raising a child up in the way she should go is the scariest and greatest adventure I've ever known!
I have learned that when a relationship is right, it will stand the test of time. We DO get second chances. I nearly lost a priceless relationship because of my fear that it was a rebound and my impatience. I’m so glad that he and God are smarter than I am and far more patient.
I have learned that it pleases God more when I befriend those who really NEED a friend. There are so many lonely, hurting people in the world.
[Pssst….Ritter, speaking of intellectual snobbery, I bought a copy of Ron Howard’s production of Nixon Frost. Have you seen it? Did I throw my money away? Hope to watch it sometime this week…]
No, sweetheart, they are most certainly not.God certainly is not. And your precious little one is most certainly not. She is looking UP to you. This is what you must always keep in mind.
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2011 has been the worst year of my life ever. I lost my oldest son in February. I am, however, striving to stay close to God who is helping me to go on with my life without him. It is so tough. Without God, I wouldn't be here today.
Love you too, El! I know this has been a very difficult year for you and your family. You truly have my heart and prayers!
2011 has been the worst year of my life ever. I lost my oldest son in February. I am, however, striving to stay close to God who is helping me to go on with my life without him. It is so tough. Without God, I wouldn't be here today.