So I am posting here again(making a new return here)
My first time here I was not a christian. I struggled a lot with masturbation and pornography. To make matters worse that became a back burner problem when my wife threatened to make me not go to church until she was ready(which is never). I was distraught.
On halloween, last year. She told me she wanted a divorce. We lived with her mom at he time so i didn't know what to do. Eventually, I sucked it up and went behind her back to the pastor of my local baptist church. I was on the edge of collapse an was afraid I may try to revert back to killing myself, like i use to do in high school.
I chose to believe in God so that I can live the way he wanted me to. It sounded ridiculous, what iv'e read about him but I was willing to believe it no matter how it sounded.
That night I was saved and now I am a christian who loves what God has done for us. Jesus died for our sins and that is the most loving thing anyone could I have ever done for me.
Thank you God. He gave me a new place to live and even though I haven't been served with papers for the divorce, I know you has a plan for me.
God bless <3
My first time here I was not a christian. I struggled a lot with masturbation and pornography. To make matters worse that became a back burner problem when my wife threatened to make me not go to church until she was ready(which is never). I was distraught.
On halloween, last year. She told me she wanted a divorce. We lived with her mom at he time so i didn't know what to do. Eventually, I sucked it up and went behind her back to the pastor of my local baptist church. I was on the edge of collapse an was afraid I may try to revert back to killing myself, like i use to do in high school.
I chose to believe in God so that I can live the way he wanted me to. It sounded ridiculous, what iv'e read about him but I was willing to believe it no matter how it sounded.
That night I was saved and now I am a christian who loves what God has done for us. Jesus died for our sins and that is the most loving thing anyone could I have ever done for me.
Thank you God. He gave me a new place to live and even though I haven't been served with papers for the divorce, I know you has a plan for me.
God bless <3
