Hi Ricky I’m sort of in a similar position looking after my aunt,
Prior to 2013 I was heavily involved in the church and part of the worship
team. In the past I’ve also had an opportunity to go on children’s camps,
help at open airs, help at a Christian charity, teach Sunday school and much
much more.
Now it feels like everything has stopped. I don’t even manage to get to
church more than a couple of Sundays a month.
But I know God has plans after this season I’m in.
I’ve had dreams about this and I think I understand that this time is about
preparation, preparing me!
A good while ago I had a series of dreams one after the other.
First one I was looking down at a blue print of a train tunnel.
Second dream I was sat on a grassy embankment looking at a very old
unused overgrown train tunnel.
Third dream I was in the tunnel it was dark but hanging from the ceiling were
question marks, as if this was my time to ask questions about God and about
myself. A time of darkness but growing too. Around when I had that dream I dug
out loads of stuff about treasures in darkness and finding God in the darkness. Try
that as a bible study it’s very interesting.
Fourth dream the roof of the tunnel cracked open and I say bright blue sky but I
was still in the train tunnel. But it seemed as if there was something about to happen.
Fifth dream I was on board an old cowboy style train travelling through the
countryside I was out of the tunnel. On the floor were letters which kept
spelling out the word bigger picture.
I’m explaining all this because it’s in our hidden, dark times that God moulds us
shapes us and asks us to trust in him. He has plans for us that one day will come
to fruition.
In the meantime it may seem like nothing is happening but even posting on CC can be
a form of help and ministry. Have you ever considered that? Use your knowledge and
abilities to pray for people on here and encourage them. Every little thing we do for
Christ is noticed. Even just opening a door, sharing a meal, carrying a bag, giving up
a seat on a bus etc.
Maybe you are doing more than you think without even realising it.
Sometimes God starts off with the little things and uses those to
train us up.
I see your eagerness to do more, just do what comes your way for now and
prayer God will bring people and circumstances your way no matter how big
or small. In the meantime let God continue to work on you.
