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Jules!!! I was never good at anything in school, i wasnt popular i didnt have anything goin for me. In 5th grade my teacher openly called me stupid and had me tested for ADD, i went in for testing and sure enough i was diagnosed and medicated within a few short weeks. My parents got me all kinds of tutors and all that to try and make school easier for me. It didnt though even with tutors i was still barely passing. However my history tutor said there was something about my recollection of dates and events that wasnt right. So she had me go to a university for testing when i was about 14. When the test came back i had scored off the charts, but only in history and reading comprehension. my parents pulled me out of school because at this time my teachers were saying i was mentally retarded! So my dad homeschooled me. I dunno if this was right or not, but he really just taught me history reading and writing. He would take me to all kinds of museums, because he himself had a love for history. He bought me tons of books to read and study, and thats what i grew up doing.
If it hadnt been for that tutor, i dunno what i would be doing right now. She made me feel like i was smart. I hold on to history because something about it just clicks with me, i just get it. It fascinates me, but im not even sure why. We dont give those who came before us enough credit, instead we make up theorys of crazy theorys, Why cant it just be accepted, they may infact have been smarter than us.
----Seoul - The bulk of my beard took about 1 year. This month is year number two though, and still growing, haha. I actually never intended to grow one. I went to shave one day, didn't feel like it, so, two years later, i still don't feel like shaving, haha.
Green - In some ways. I was born with self esteem issues. As young as four years old i can remember feeling like i was less than others around me. Then i stopped eating, and spent a year in four hospitals having every test they could think of. No one came up with an answer. Eventually i gradually came out of it. A few years after that my mom started having health problems, so i watched her deal with various issues from the time i was about 8-9 til she died when i was 20. Listening to her throw up regularly, be depressed, have fits of rage over her frustration with illness, hospital visits, surgeries, and plenty more to deal with, watching her. Once i hit 14 i got saved, but also fell into a strong depression that still is with me, just not as strong over the past few years. Over the years as a teen i had some problems with paranoia, anger, bitterness, fear and some addiction issues. I never received professional help, or rarely told anyone of most of it for that matter. I kept it to myself, except for writing as my personal therapy. By my late teens i slept with a large knife under my pillow and had visions of slitting my wrists. Well, i guess that gives a general idea of my growing up.
Answer to the pet question:
I have two dogs: a silver husky (female=Missy) and a softcoated wheaten terrier (male=Max). Both are rescued dogs. Would like to have more, but it's not a good idea. I also have a huge fish tank.
I would love to tell this, but I am wondering if putting it here is the right thing to do. Have you ever poured your heart out in a long post and then it just gets ignored? Thats one of the things I am afraid of because its not a very exciting story at all. The other reason is that people might scoff at it because a big part of it has to do with catholic stuff.
Ritter--If this is too personal or you don't want to state the answer publicly, please disregard.
I find politics to be terribly confusing. Have you ever worked for someone whom you thought stood for one thing that you believe in, but later you found that either they did not really stand for what you thought, or supposedly changed their view to something you oppose? How did you handle the situation, and did you continue to work for their campaign?
I was just thinking about things such as abortion, gay marriages, etc... As Christians... what do we do when choosing our political leaders, especially if they are ambiguous, unclear on certain topics, or pull a 180 in their supposed stances?
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Lizzytheone - Been in México all your life, , and, also, what could you do without in life?
Snackersmom: how did Snackers come to be?
I understand, although I promise I wouldn't scoff at or ignore it. Anything God wants to use to draw us to Jesus is OK in my book! His ways are perfect........But, I know what you mean about pouring your heart out in a public post. I have a hard time doing that too, unless I really feel like God wants me to. No hard feelings!
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-----Julianna: How did you meet your husband?
Nod: Are you the youngest child in a large family?
Mr. Green: I seem to recall a while back that you said that you hoped to purchase some family land. Any news?
Zeroturbulence: You mentioned once that you were agnostic for a while. How did you find Jesus?
Please ignore me if any of these questions are too personal.................I'll blame Snackers.
Jullianna- Who is your favorite author?
C S Lewis...no one else even comes close![]()
Catlynn: Start out listening to radio talk show personalities (including local or unheard of ones). For polling I go to realclearpolitics.com, nationalreview.com is my go to place for commentary, Wall Street Journal Online, a little New York Times (they are pretty good with up to the minute info).
As for books, there are a few good places to start. You're already reading the Bible I'm assuming. That is important for understanding human nature and God's relationship with man. Next I would suggest Conscience of a Conservative by Barry Goldwater (ghost written by Brent Bozell) as it is quite short and gives an interesting overview of the ideologies dominant today.
A political point of view starts with a philosophical point of view (or at least it should). My suggestion is that you read about issues and history that appeals to you, gather names from these books. Read what those ladies and gentleman have written, and before you know it you have an informed opinion.
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