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My brian is fried no not by drugs but my thaughts. Lol its all gokd im watching Jack and Jill i love Adam Sandler he cool.

I fell asleep earlier durring my previous movie it gets lonesom for not having one to share with.

But hey thats life my family and life goes on.

Adam is one talented guy, bedtime stories is one kf my favorites same as click.

But my all time favorite movie?

Pay It Foward

It makes me cry every single time.

If i am late on responces that is why im watching a movie and j may have fallen asleep again family lol

Stay blessed and know and remeber God Loves you and so do I!
 
Poinsetta said:
Yeah pass the tissues 🤧
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Im sorry, i dont understand the whole way people act in jail. Its always simply of turning skmeone over.

*gives u a tissue*

Its just very cery bad if everyone would just stop bucking that system then there would be no need for fights in jail.

Im sure he was a good guy but he is still with u no matter what.
 
In life we have obstacles family, these very obstacles can and will make us stronger right?

Its all about achievinf in that thing u want to do and who u and God want u to be.

Life has its ups and downs but that is ok it happens. It dont make u any less loved.

It makes you cherrished because you are one of a kind. That is how God made u THAT is who u really are.
 
This is one of the stories that i have worked on when i was in college.

I haft to break it down so bare with me.





This is a preview :) Hope you enjoy, leave your comments below!
This book is dedicated to



*PROLOGUE*

Love can be funny at times, not funny as in laughter but funny because of jealousy. So much goes through people’s mind when jealousy is roaming. Staying strong is important when it comes to someone being jealous. So many refuse to express their feelings. This is where they get hurt, the reason for that is that not many know how to speak with their hearts. Of course this is a hard thing to deal with.

Not many can realize the truth within love. They are blinded because they only think of sexual intentions. These sexual intentions are of lust for someone they really do not love. Love is supposed to be sacred, not based on obtaining the higher hands. When someone is with the one they want jealousy will roam.

This jealousy can cause issues, only if allowed to. When a man is with a woman he adores her with his entire heart. He fights for what he believes in, he always will. So much jealousy comes around in relationships. There is no further expression needed. Everyone knows this, even if someone never fell in love.

Love is something to be cherished, so much that the man and woman are both together and strong. Let haters be haters, you may ask why? Well when you let a hater be a hater they will eventually grow up. When you focus on the truth at hand here, which is your heart. You will notice with love a lot is possible.

With love you can destory the hatred that roams about you and your love. Trust is another issue within relationships. Why worry about what the person you love is doing? All that matters is that they are in your arms at the end of the night anyway. That is where their heart is, with you. Not the other people they hang around with. Many get along better with the oposate sex than their own.

This does not mean they are trying to run around on you. They just feel more comfertable, of course they have friends of the same sex. This can be rare, this is that they can not handle the actions of the same sex. Stregnth is everything, when one person feels like giving up do not let them fall. If the person you love means so much for you, you will never let them fall. You will keep helping them up regardless of what happens.
 
jbrooks5912 said:
This is one of the stories that i have worked on when i was in college.

I haft to break it down so bare with me.





This is a preview :) Hope you enjoy, leave your comments below!
This book is dedicated to



*PROLOGUE*

Love can be funny at times, not funny as in laughter but funny because of jealousy. So much goes through people’s mind when jealousy is roaming. Staying strong is important when it comes to someone being jealous. So many refuse to express their feelings. This is where they get hurt, the reason for that is that not many know how to speak with their hearts. Of course this is a hard thing to deal with.

Not many can realize the truth within love. They are blinded because they only think of sexual intentions. These sexual intentions are of lust for someone they really do not love. Love is supposed to be sacred, not based on obtaining the higher hands. When someone is with the one they want jealousy will roam.

This jealousy can cause issues, only if allowed to. When a man is with a woman he adores her with his entire heart. He fights for what he believes in, he always will. So much jealousy comes around in relationships. There is no further expression needed. Everyone knows this, even if someone never fell in love.

Love is something to be cherished, so much that the man and woman are both together and strong. Let haters be haters, you may ask why? Well when you let a hater be a hater they will eventually grow up. When you focus on the truth at hand here, which is your heart. You will notice with love a lot is possible.

With love you can destory the hatred that roams about you and your love. Trust is another issue within relationships. Why worry about what the person you love is doing? All that matters is that they are in your arms at the end of the night anyway. That is where their heart is, with you. Not the other people they hang around with. Many get along better with the oposate sex than their own.

This does not mean they are trying to run around on you. They just feel more comfertable, of course they have friends of the same sex. This can be rare, this is that they can not handle the actions of the same sex. Stregnth is everything, when one person feels like giving up do not let them fall. If the person you love means so much for you, you will never let them fall. You will keep helping them up regardless of what happens.
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Happiness is defined as a state of well-being characterized by emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy. People tend to choose to walk over the happiness of others. Simply to obtain what they crave. Obsession is like a tendency of fear. Fear roams within a person’s heart when obsession reaches its peak.

Breakfast in bed is like a feeling of being loved. So many wish they had it, although does the appreciation ever reach that far anymore? When you feel lost things seem different, it is like you were ran over by a truck. You can care for someone so much that when you are absent from them you feel empty inside.

Love is a battle in itself; it never helps to have others in the mix. Absence does make the heart grow fonder. Therefore when you are around the one you care about you cherish every moment you two have together. When you long to be beside someone writers block comes and all you can think about is them.

Feeling invincible is like feeling you are not there. You stand there by your lover’s tree, waiting to have a word in. They walk by you as if you are not even there. Thoughts course through your mind of doubt. Is it something to doubt? Or is it something you think too much about. I kept wondering what was going on, I could not breath for hours. The hours past slowly to where I wish I was in her arms.

The hours are slow, the days became longer. I just want to be near her more and more. Wishing she would listen to her heart more? I could only wish that she would. I even know when she is hurting, even when she denies it. A person’s heart shines through their eyes louder than their words of expression.

Reaching for the radio, not much was playing not even a sound close enough to our song. I close my eyes for only a moment, the rain was pouring hard outside. The windshield wipers were on full force. The silence within was devastating. I long for her kiss, her touch, and to feel her heartbeat once again.

They say that absence makes the heart grow fonder, but I say absence makes me nuts. Being old fashioned is a way to show true love for a woman. I doubt at times when I do not have the one I love in my arms. I doubt to where I wish I knew what was going on. Although absence makes the heart grow fonder, it hurts.

Not knowing what could be bothering the one you love is like a sword. It can pierce your heart until you cannot breathe. While gripping the steering wheel I remember one night I was confronted. Lies are deceiving, that’s the thought that ran through my mind the first moment I heard the news. “She is playing with your heart boy, run away while you still have the chance.” I looked at this woman speaking these words, “I will say this once, no matter what you say I want no part of.” I slowly walk away; no matter the cause jealousy roams more than ever.
 
jbrooks5912 said:
Happiness is defined as a state of well-being characterized by emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy. People tend to choose to walk over the happiness of others. Simply to obtain what they crave. Obsession is like a tendency of fear. Fear roams within a person’s heart when obsession reaches its peak.

Breakfast in bed is like a feeling of being loved. So many wish they had it, although does the appreciation ever reach that far anymore? When you feel lost things seem different, it is like you were ran over by a truck. You can care for someone so much that when you are absent from them you feel empty inside.

Love is a battle in itself; it never helps to have others in the mix. Absence does make the heart grow fonder. Therefore when you are around the one you care about you cherish every moment you two have together. When you long to be beside someone writers block comes and all you can think about is them.

Feeling invincible is like feeling you are not there. You stand there by your lover’s tree, waiting to have a word in. They walk by you as if you are not even there. Thoughts course through your mind of doubt. Is it something to doubt? Or is it something you think too much about. I kept wondering what was going on, I could not breath for hours. The hours past slowly to where I wish I was in her arms.

The hours are slow, the days became longer. I just want to be near her more and more. Wishing she would listen to her heart more? I could only wish that she would. I even know when she is hurting, even when she denies it. A person’s heart shines through their eyes louder than their words of expression.

Reaching for the radio, not much was playing not even a sound close enough to our song. I close my eyes for only a moment, the rain was pouring hard outside. The windshield wipers were on full force. The silence within was devastating. I long for her kiss, her touch, and to feel her heartbeat once again.

They say that absence makes the heart grow fonder, but I say absence makes me nuts. Being old fashioned is a way to show true love for a woman. I doubt at times when I do not have the one I love in my arms. I doubt to where I wish I knew what was going on. Although absence makes the heart grow fonder, it hurts.

Not knowing what could be bothering the one you love is like a sword. It can pierce your heart until you cannot breathe. While gripping the steering wheel I remember one night I was confronted. Lies are deceiving, that’s the thought that ran through my mind the first moment I heard the news. “She is playing with your heart boy, run away while you still have the chance.” I looked at this woman speaking these words, “I will say this once, no matter what you say I want no part of.” I slowly walk away; no matter the cause jealousy roams more than ever.
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“What is with these people?” I said out loud, looking around grateful no one heard me. In my deep thoughts words tend to fly out. No matter what I am thinking, you will know what I think of you if you ever cross my path. I turn down the review mirror; I look deep into my own eyes. “Stay strong man, no matter what stay strong.” I say to myself slowly letting the grip loose of the wheel.

A bad feeling was roaming in my heart; I sat on my porch while looking over at her. She grasps the picture that was nearest to her. Said and prayer and disappeared. The door slammed, I thought someone got to her emotionally. I sat there in silence, wondering if I have done anything wrong.

Ten minutes have past, still not a sound. I sit there in silence wondering if she may have fallen asleep. I am a little confused at this point; confusion gets the best of me at times. “I am here with you my love, no matter what anyone says.” I whisper out loud, praying she can hear me.

*CHAPTER ONE*

BE TRUE TO WHO YOU ARE

As I walked through the corridor of the bus station, I had one thing in mind as I noticed a couple kissing. “I only wish that was me, what is so wrong with me.” I sat my luggage on the floor; my next transfer was in the next hour. “Hey buddy, I know you do not work here. Can you watch my luggage for about five minutes please?”

He looked up and smiled, “sure thing brother take your time. I’m not going anywhere.” I shook his hand, and then headed to the men’s room. I opened the door, walked in slowly letting my eyes find their way to the sinks. I turned on the water, washed my face and looked in the mirror. “What is wrong with you, I do not see anything wrong with you. Is it you or those women?” I said silently to myself, my eyes were blood shot I felt like I wanted to die.

The hurt that is inside of me is like a knife that is piercing through my soul. I take in a deep breath, closed my eyes, and sighed. “Get a grip, get a grip.” I whisper to myself while gripping the faucet. I then open my eyes to look around, hoping no one knew how I was feeling. There is so much that I wish I could have done.

Going home is not what I wanted; being in her arms again is what I craved. Wishing, hoping and praying that this was all just a dream. Closing my eyes tighter, I bring myself back to reality. I turn the water off; it was staring to steam up the mirror. I place my hand on the right hand corner, and I begin to wipe the steam off in a diagonal fashion.

When I got to my face, I looked deep inside on my eyes. I smiled, turned around and walked out. Feeling devastated can cause you to have problems, these problems can and will affect your way of life. So much has over taken me, I feel up and I feel down. This is a constant cycle to where I feel like giving up.

I get tired of seeing everyone happy except for myself. Being happy is something I want, not what I want to hide from. Many people choose to ignore the fact of true happiness. Many do tend to hide because other people do not like them. Do not do what makes everyone else happy; always do what makes you happy. You are not on this earth to make people happy. For if you where the world would be worse than what it already is.

“Thanks buddy for watching my luggage.” I said handing the guy a ten dollar bill. He smiled and said, “No brother it was my pleasure. Do not pay me, payment is not required. Here is my card, if you ever need anything?” I took the card in hand, “Thank you Mr. Andrews I sure will call you if I need anything. “ Mr. Andrews was dressed in an all-black business suit. He was on his way back from a trip in Florida Keys.

His hair was slicked back, playing on his blackberry; he stood up and stuck his hand out. “It is nice to meet you, Mister?” I shook his hand, “The name is Jason, Jason Blackburn.” That was the last time I saw Mr. Andrews. Bus number nine was he bus in that collision on route ’46 on that Wednesday evening. He sat in the front; it made him feel more comfortable.

People come into our lives, maybe for a short time. That time makes an impact on your life. It can change you, even when it is an angel in disguise. I have always tried to understand what love was about. At times I kept coming back to square one. This is because love is not meant to be completely figured out but explored.
 
jbrooks5912 said:
“What is with these people?” I said out loud, looking around grateful no one heard me. In my deep thoughts words tend to fly out. No matter what I am thinking, you will know what I think of you if you ever cross my path. I turn down the review mirror; I look deep into my own eyes. “Stay strong man, no matter what stay strong.” I say to myself slowly letting the grip loose of the wheel.

A bad feeling was roaming in my heart; I sat on my porch while looking over at her. She grasps the picture that was nearest to her. Said and prayer and disappeared. The door slammed, I thought someone got to her emotionally. I sat there in silence, wondering if I have done anything wrong.

Ten minutes have past, still not a sound. I sit there in silence wondering if she may have fallen asleep. I am a little confused at this point; confusion gets the best of me at times. “I am here with you my love, no matter what anyone says.” I whisper out loud, praying she can hear me.

*CHAPTER ONE*

BE TRUE TO WHO YOU ARE

As I walked through the corridor of the bus station, I had one thing in mind as I noticed a couple kissing. “I only wish that was me, what is so wrong with me.” I sat my luggage on the floor; my next transfer was in the next hour. “Hey buddy, I know you do not work here. Can you watch my luggage for about five minutes please?”

He looked up and smiled, “sure thing brother take your time. I’m not going anywhere.” I shook his hand, and then headed to the men’s room. I opened the door, walked in slowly letting my eyes find their way to the sinks. I turned on the water, washed my face and looked in the mirror. “What is wrong with you, I do not see anything wrong with you. Is it you or those women?” I said silently to myself, my eyes were blood shot I felt like I wanted to die.

The hurt that is inside of me is like a knife that is piercing through my soul. I take in a deep breath, closed my eyes, and sighed. “Get a grip, get a grip.” I whisper to myself while gripping the faucet. I then open my eyes to look around, hoping no one knew how I was feeling. There is so much that I wish I could have done.

Going home is not what I wanted; being in her arms again is what I craved. Wishing, hoping and praying that this was all just a dream. Closing my eyes tighter, I bring myself back to reality. I turn the water off; it was staring to steam up the mirror. I place my hand on the right hand corner, and I begin to wipe the steam off in a diagonal fashion.

When I got to my face, I looked deep inside on my eyes. I smiled, turned around and walked out. Feeling devastated can cause you to have problems, these problems can and will affect your way of life. So much has over taken me, I feel up and I feel down. This is a constant cycle to where I feel like giving up.

I get tired of seeing everyone happy except for myself. Being happy is something I want, not what I want to hide from. Many people choose to ignore the fact of true happiness. Many do tend to hide because other people do not like them. Do not do what makes everyone else happy; always do what makes you happy. You are not on this earth to make people happy. For if you where the world would be worse than what it already is.

“Thanks buddy for watching my luggage.” I said handing the guy a ten dollar bill. He smiled and said, “No brother it was my pleasure. Do not pay me, payment is not required. Here is my card, if you ever need anything?” I took the card in hand, “Thank you Mr. Andrews I sure will call you if I need anything. “ Mr. Andrews was dressed in an all-black business suit. He was on his way back from a trip in Florida Keys.

His hair was slicked back, playing on his blackberry; he stood up and stuck his hand out. “It is nice to meet you, Mister?” I shook his hand, “The name is Jason, Jason Blackburn.” That was the last time I saw Mr. Andrews. Bus number nine was he bus in that collision on route ’46 on that Wednesday evening. He sat in the front; it made him feel more comfortable.

People come into our lives, maybe for a short time. That time makes an impact on your life. It can change you, even when it is an angel in disguise. I have always tried to understand what love was about. At times I kept coming back to square one. This is because love is not meant to be completely figured out but explored.
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A lot of people feel they deserve to find true love. This is in fact true, for me it is different. Yea I do have a way about me. This way about me is rather strange to humans, even to me. Love can mend, love can break, and love can destroy. At times I take a deep breath hoping and praying that things just once would go my way.

I felt love before yes, love was an amazing feeling. Of course I witnessed this feeling at a young age. Just to continue searching from woman, to woman to feel it again. I want to hold onto the feeling for eternity. As for me that is impossible, because I am what they call an ‘odd ball’. I believe in true love, as I am witnessing not many believe the same.

So many couples are getting married just to get divorced. So many others live together without marriage and say it is too complicated. I miss the old days where love was easy. Like in the old west, you find the woman you love you live with her forever. There were no cheating, hardly any abuse.

The husbands always worked in fields instead of factories we have today. The wives were home with the kids, helping them become great human beings. Back then there were no child support cases, hardly any fighting about money. People rode in horse carriages not cars. Of course love is not that simple.

There were still cheating, still a lot of fighting however over the years it became more complicated. I have this image in my head, a beautiful woman in which I give my heart to. Children of my own, Christmas would be our favorite holiday. Of course the reality of this has yet to be.

I have always fought a good fight when it came to love. However at times, I say to myself “why try”? On the other hand I am tired of being alone. I would fight to make sure I kept the love I had. That was until something caused the downfall that made the love collapse.

I became so afraid of being alone that I had no way to explain how I felt. Not even to the love of my life. To explain this better, I was up the creek without a paddle. She was my life preserver, the very one who saved my life. As if my life was one to save, at times I felt like giving up.

She kept holding strong of course, I kept feeling like running away. This feeling still sits at the right hand of my soul until I run far, far away. We all need a button in life where we can erase, record, and even rewind life’s events.

When we are on our end of realization we feel as if we are breaking apart. I never meant any harm that is always what I say. I never meant any harm. Not meaning any harm is like having wings to fly as eagles. The very wings I wish I had right now. Of course as writing we write how we feel in our hearts.

The very dreams we have we cherish so dearly. The ones we wish would come true without any limitations. That is how I feel about finding true love. It is a fight to the death! So many things course through my mind still today about the love I want to have.

I take my wallet out of my back pocket; it is one of those cowboy wallets. It is made out of leather, with a linked chain for security. I am sure you know the type. I unfasten each button that was securing its place. I start to unfold the first flap of the wallet; her picture falls out onto the floor.

I look down, the picture landed face down on the floor. The words, “I love you baby, remember that” was written in pink cursive letters. She loved writing in cursive; she always said it gave her character. I bend down to pick it up; I had forgotten which picture it was. We were at the mall in the photo booth.

We were being dorks that day, we laughed and did not care who seen us. She was sitting on my lap, her legs poking out from the curtain. Her lips pressed against mine, we were smiling. Man, I remember it like it just happened yesterday.
 
jbrooks5912 said:
Ah i am home, it has been a long one. No work tomorrow so that is great.

I can get much neede sleep. Anyway feel free to ask questions or even post comments on what i write.

Its always available and i hardly ever take offense but i know i jave sometimes before thats cuz of misunderstandings.

However, im cool with everyone on CC.

Tonight that same dude that wen against me started being rude to my supervisor i started getting mad chz were im from u respect that authority.

U do as u are told and i am already given some lee way because i know my job.

I get to give peope breaks and i make sure team work is team work.

This guy kept watching the time for a break i explained that he dont get his break at a set time every day. Its rotated one person at a solid time.

Lol then he gets mad and goes to supervisor and starts running his mouth she told my lead and he told me that he is going to be outta there.

I gained so much like and respect from peoppe they ALL got my back on everything.

Other than that this forum is open for discussion. Any questions can be asked and any answer will be given respectfuly.

God Bless
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Sounds like you have things are under control at work, you understand what you have to do, and you diligently perform the work. It is a good thing to be respected at work. The angry dude is a malcontent and hopefully management dispatches him to the door. Guy is like a cancer that can spread. I am very much in tuned with team work. Keep up the good job.
 
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Sounds like you have things are under control at work, you understand what you have to do, and you diligently perform the work. It is a good thing to be respected at work. The angry dude is a malcontent and hopefully management dispatches him to the door. Guy is like a cancer that can spread. I am very much in tuned with team work. Keep up the good job.
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Thanks friend God Bless!!
 
I love the movie, and this song.


In tn i went to the museum. I loved it!

I cant find the cowboy pic i had taken tho sorry bout that
 
The cowboy had i got is not realative to my style. Lol the texture feels too fake to me and yeah oh well i use it as decoration no big deal.

My style is a black hat with real trim and no fake addons. It is what is it tho fo realz.

However i will get the right one soon enough ill go into the city and find that store and buy one ❤️.

And soon as i get the right one i will take a pic and post.

Im just picky on a few things but not alot.

The only thing i am picky about with food is shellfish i cant touch it.

Chocolate? As long as it is with caremel u betcha! Thats my style cuz i love caremel.

I cook, clean, do my own laundry. When im in a relationship its always a halph/halph deal.

We do it together, paying bills at resturants are split down the middle.

I dont spoil with money but with love and effection. Thats my style of spoiling.

But at times i buy a rose and even spoil her with a meal or just a walk in the park in the snow hand in hand laughing and keeping her warm.

I always been that way, however right now until the one comes along it is a dream in the making.

This girl i mentioned at work where this dude her bf told her not to speak to someone is acting a bit hesitant and scared.

The other guy comes in she looks at him but with quick glances, and then her bf shows up.

Im almost certain foul play is at hand with this whole situation to be quite honest.

I will watch his demeaner and make sure this other guy and her dont get into issues with her bf.

He has these homies walking around watching everything this other guy does.

Apparently, the bf is scared of this dude or he too chicken 🍗.

Jealousy is dangerous my family because someone always has problems.

Many people fail to see the issue within themselves when it comes to jealousy.

That is where is trully lives. A person has a lot of insecurities about themselves they will be insecure about the relationship and the love of their lives.

I just realized, dont i sound like Dr Phil, or maury? Lol oh geeze.
 
Here is a little more about myself.

Phone type? Hmm always apple.
Brain type? One of a kind
Blood type? Indian

Hair color? Hmm brown? Lol
Married? Nope have not been ever.

Dating? Single
Cowboy? Dang tootin!
Why? Dont ask i went thru that discussion not too long ago lol not again.

Fave color? Blue obviously, used to be purple.
Music? Everything except rap and goth 🤔

What languages do you know? English, some spanish, some french.

Where do you come from? Mars, how is jupiter?

Blah anyways got any more questions i cant think of anymore to ask myself so ask away!!
 
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