I am so glad you felt the liberty to reach out to those of us here who want to help. I know for myself that when I am feeling so needy, I find comfort in talking with those who are capable of offering support and encouragement. Usually they can't solve my problems, but they can help steer my thinkng in the right direction, and that is to trust in God through all of our difficult circummstances. He already has the answers, and when we pray, and seek His presence, He comes close to us and lets us know how valuable we are to Him and how much He cares for us.
Since you have access to the internet, why not call some churches to ask if there is someone you can talk to? Often times, a church will have a female staff member who is in a position to listen to those who are searching for answers, and can possibly connect you to a women's group, or an adult group, or a prayer group, and even someone who can act as a mentor to you. Getting connected to the body of Christ will give you the strength you need to move forward. I hope you will take the time to make some phone calls and seek out those who can help you the most. Perhaps they are educated about some Family Services programs in your area and can give you some options for employment or child care. The best thing to do is ask questions. Please don't give up believing hope is out there. it might take some diligent effort on your part to see some changes, but keep this in prayer everyday. God is able.