Welcome to CC, Vangel. I’m so sorry to hear about your situation. My heart ached as I read your posts, and I wish I could give you a hug. I know how difficult and painful it must be for you. Please know that I’ll be praying for you and your kids, asking the Lord to surround you with His healing presence in a special and powerful way, filling you with His love, peace, and strength in the days ahead. Remember that He is even more concerned and is able to work mightily in your life. We all care about you and are here to listen to you. I know it’s not easy, but I urge you to stay strong. May He be the strength of your heart and your refuge. Hugs!