In what ways might a ship captain choosing to go beyond the point of no return be like a person deciding to follow Christ? In what ways might it not be? What might some of the deciding factors be for our ship captain?
This may sound a bit weird or simple.
I think about like this.
We have a ship's captain, that being the case then there must be a ship.
I look at myself as the ship (vessel) and God is the captain.
Obviously I am a ship that has emotions etc.
I'm not a lump of metal (even though I act like it at times)
So I endevour to look towards the captain to stear his ship, that ship being me.
Even in my darkest days when I wasn't walking with the captain I called out.
In desperation and tears.
I could have walked away.
The thing is we know the course we should be taking and when we are not it further adds to what is going on. For me anyway. Things like guilt, despair, hopelessness.
Waiting for this boat to took into the yard to be broken up.
But I always held on, I would not let go.
I couldn't imagine life without God, without Jesus, without the Holy Spirit.
I was written off many a time.
But I'm still here.
But I could only say that was Jesus keeping me as a result of my genuine belief in him.
I suppose that's why I'm a person who believes in ES.
Done my studies on it, researched it many many hours, pouring over both sides of the equation.
That's why I never walk away from people who are written by others like I was.
I thank and praise God for those who actually sort me out.
I do the same to others.
Until we know what's going on behind closed doors we can't make judgements and neither should we.
I don't want my post to degrade this post to OSAS/ES/NOSAS.
I have no idea why some people who profess faith stop believing.
I never lost my faith but was one mixed up cookie.
I actually lost faith in the church I was going to and hiding behind masks and knowing what was going on their lives.
I think part of the problem today is that the world teaches and advertises a quick fix and meet all your needs mentality.
Things like buy these clothes to look good, and goodness you only have to look at the perfume adverts, free credit adverts.
Apple regularly send e-mails at Christmas or Fathers Day or Mother's Day.
Show your parents you love them by buying them the latest Ipad. Seriously.
So if I'm pushed to answer your question I would have to say that the church is not teaching the truth.
By this I mean the church is preaching "Jesus in the quick fix to your problems, all the stuff you bought into"
Then they buy into it.
The quick fix does not happen, then they reject a perveted gospel.
It took about 15 years for God to help me get over my massive debts.
But even as hard as it was I had to be open to him to work in me to repurchase the stuff I had fallen into. BTW, at that time I when I sought help I was told to tithe 10% for three years on gross salary and by the end I would be debt free, I was in more debt then what I had started with. I saw it increasing but I felt guilty to stop tithing.
Maybe the greasy gospel attracts people like a moth to a light.
But the light portrayed by this is not the true light.
The true light is Jesus.
He wants to replace our burden with his.
His burden is to be like him.
That comes with a cost and not a quick fix.
Maybe that's why some stop believing.
No quick fix then Jesus ain't real.
Anyway I'm just sharing my experience and my thoughts.
Sorry for the long post everyone.