Something to do before I die

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Thanks @Suze , that means a lot, coming from you!

Thank you 🙏

Hi, I believe in Jesus but I don't feel loved by or any love for God or my neighbors. We're all screwed and it's God's fault for making awful creatures like humans in the first place as far as I can tell. I didn't ask for an innocent miracle worker to get murdered for my sins, I want to be something that is not evil. Anyway, I'm on the verge of suicide and all conventional methods have failed (meds, counseling, studying scripture, attending churches etc).

Any advice here on what to do with a life besides consume stuff til it kills me, or why Jesus hasn't healed my body, heart, mind, or spirit, and or given me any instructions except go get crucified at the hands of an evil government?
I don't know if you have some wounds from the past but I was very low and I almost kill myself in the past and the only think that work for me after trying almost everything, like consulting, praying all the time for asking God to help me with my problems, fellowships, accountable Christians and Pastors. His Unchained Leaders you should try that it change my life. But you have to be committed.
 
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Corey, You are in a bad place now and do need professional help, please seek Help right now, no delays.

Life if worth Living, You are Not Alone, Christ saved me twice already the last time was in feb 2025. ill let go of the details they personal and are not important what is important is that he loves us, Please Believe in him and follow his ways. ALL he said is true, there is a wonderful life ahead. He wont let you down just listen to him, He is the almighty he is present always never doubt that.

Peace Corey and do seek professional help without delay. I am new here but ill be around if you need.
 
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@Cory85

I saw in your profile you are in the USA,

There is a phone number available to help you, you are not Alone;


Peace seek help and get well soon.
 
John 10:10
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10 The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.

John 14:6
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6 Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.
 
Proverbs 6:5
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5 Free yourself, like a gazelle from the hand of the hunter,
like a bird from the snare of the fowler.