Streams of Consciousness & Thoughts~~~

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Tomorrow my wheel bearing will be fixed! And I'll be shakin' shakin' shakin' it like a Polaroid picture *happy dance* :cool:
 
People and I do not mix right about now. Not. At. All. I shall just go be a good little INTP and just sit in my room and read a book.
 
I wish wish wish that the man I marry will be a professional massage therapist, and would love me enough to give me nightly massages with lavender oil and spa music right before bed. It would be heaven *dreamy sigh*
 
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When you realise what is in your control and accept the things that are not, it is then that you can freely exercise your response-ability instead of wasting time simply reacting to life. I know what I think when I see others always reacting and loosing their heads over stuff they cant change...sheesh is that I look like sometimes!?
 
If my memories serve me right, the best response I can give right now is, "Ouch."

Yeah, pretty much. Well...we might not be able to move before Mom's surgery. BUT, we might move while she's recovering...we'll just either have to pack up Mom and Dad's stuff and move it first, or last. Whichever one would be easier, I guess.

It's pretty much up in the air again like it has been for a while. Bah, I'll be pretty glad when things can settle down and life won't make me feel like I'm going mental. :p
 
Ever have one of those days where you feel like you're beating your face against a concrete surface, for hours on end, and you would love, LOVE, to stop it, but you can't? Because the concrete will just follow you around?

Sometimes having a 2 year old is a lot like that.
 
HURRAY! YAY! My wheel bearing on my car is fixed *cheers from mass crowds everywhere* *Angels trumpet from the clouds above* *Deer frolic in the fields* 'Tis a glorious day!!!

....BUT..... :( Think my tranny is going down hill. I was driving it home today and, I tried to pick up speed- I was at 4RPM and STILL going 40kms with no increase in speed!!!! THATS CRAZY! Getting a free transmission inspection tomorrow. Can't afford to buy a new car, there is no use getting a used one because this stuff will just happen all over again in no time. Depending on the transmission issue, and the cost I will just get a new one put in. Try to keep this baby alive. Student loans pay backs are killing me. Where's my rich husband when I need him? (I KID I KID!) :P
 
So often I find myself feeling like I need to be completely repentful, having turned away from every last sin that I am aware of. Not to mention the sins I don't even realize I commit on a daily basis. Yet I know I am not. I'm not 100% repented 100% of the time. I don't know if it's humanely possible. I also don't know if that sort of "instant holiness" is something expected of us. I have been taught that holiness is a gradual process, and I'd like to think that even if I have something which I've not gotten a reign on, that I'd still go to heaven should I die.
 
It's really frustrating that some people associate me with my biological father, and then give me either a "poor you" look, or else are so shocked that I am not like him.

One of my in-laws is a law enforcement officer, and therefore knows pretty much every detail about every single time my dad has been to jail. I feel like this person likes to keep an eye on me, as though I might up and start dealing drugs or...I don't even know. I don't know what they're waiting for, but I know that should I ever mess up in any way, this person will feel some kind of satisfaction for having been right about me.

There are days when I would give anything to be somebody else's daughter.
 
It's really frustrating that some people associate me with my biological father, and then give me either a "poor you" look, or else are so shocked that I am not like him.

One of my in-laws is a law enforcement officer, and therefore knows pretty much every detail about every single time my dad has been to jail. I feel like this person likes to keep an eye on me, as though I might up and start dealing drugs or...I don't even know. I don't know what they're waiting for, but I know that should I ever mess up in any way, this person will feel some kind of satisfaction for having been right about me.

There are days when I would give anything to be somebody else's daughter.

But you are!!

**whacks Cris on the head, then gives her a hug, and reminds her of her identity in Christ, as one of God's children**
 
It's really frustrating that some people associate me with my biological father, and then give me either a "poor you" look, or else are so shocked that I am not like him.

One of my in-laws is a law enforcement officer, and therefore knows pretty much every detail about every single time my dad has been to jail. I feel like this person likes to keep an eye on me, as though I might up and start dealing drugs or...I don't even know. I don't know what they're waiting for, but I know that should I ever mess up in any way, this person will feel some kind of satisfaction for having been right about me.

There are days when I would give anything to be somebody else's daughter.

Dear jailbait
Nothing would please me more than letting that lawman wait! Maybe even hold his breath. We the jury find you not guilty. You are free to go.