Yes and no, we were together for almost 6 years, we met on here. I actually joined to fellowship with women but life got busy and I didn't do that often. He piqued my interest with the way he responded to posts, but it wasn't until out first interaction on a coffee thread, where he made me laugh, that I took the plunge and wrote to him privately.
Honestly Lanolin, I have so much to get out but every time I do someone tells me to forgive or he's in a better place, or trust God, or some really unhelpful statement.
Unfortunately, there was no funeral, but I did have a memorial service with my children and two best friends, that helped, somewhat.