I really need help with this weird situation I've been in for a few months. To make a long story short without going into too many details, my daughters dad and I have agreed to try to take things slow, work on ourselves and our relationship, and be better parents to our daughter. We are both guilty of things in the past, however, I can honestly say I have not done not even half of what he's done but that's not exactly the point. Again, we're trying to start on a new slate and being better people.
I've had these horrible urges to say things that happened long in the past. It is nothing really too bad or even all that serious. Lately, I've been hearing a lot of people telling me to let go of the past but for some odd reason or another, I just can't. With that said as well, these things I've been having the urge to say probably will only cause a lot of unnecessary drama. My own mind has been playing a lot of tricks on me lately and these things, I've been constantly ruminating over almost day and night. Not even sure why but it's driving me insane. I hope I don't sound like a crazy person, I overthink a lot and I know that is an issue.
I've had these horrible urges to say things that happened long in the past. It is nothing really too bad or even all that serious. Lately, I've been hearing a lot of people telling me to let go of the past but for some odd reason or another, I just can't. With that said as well, these things I've been having the urge to say probably will only cause a lot of unnecessary drama. My own mind has been playing a lot of tricks on me lately and these things, I've been constantly ruminating over almost day and night. Not even sure why but it's driving me insane. I hope I don't sound like a crazy person, I overthink a lot and I know that is an issue.