My biggest struggle: I am told from guys who I have had feelings for, and guy friends in general, all these great things about me. They compliment me on who I am as a person. Yet, I am still single. Yet, they don't like me 'in that way'. I don't understand it. I struggle with envy, and the knife turns in my heart every time I hear of a friend getting into a relationship, engaged or married. And a small voice in my head tells me lies; that I am not good enough. That there is something wrong. That I am not wanted. My biggest struggle is not to believe those lies.