Again, Jesus’ words in John 10:30,
“I and the Father are one.” Look at the Jews reaction in John 10:33 - The Jews answered Him, "For a good work we do not stone You, but for blasphemy; and because You, being a man,
make Yourself out to be God." The Jews understood Jesus’ statement to be a
claim to be God. In the following verses, Jesus never corrects the Jews by saying, “I did not claim to be God.” That indicates Jesus was truly saying He was God by declaring, “I and the Father are one” (John 10:30). JESUS IS GOD.
John 8:58 is another example. Jesus declared, "I say unto you, Before Abraham was,
I AM." Again, in response, the Jews take up stones in an attempt to stone Jesus (John 8:59). Why would the Jews want to stone Jesus if He hadn’t said something they believed to be blasphemous, namely, a claim to be God? John repeatedly tells us of the Lord's connection to "I Am". See John: 4:26, 8:24, 8:28, 8:58, and 13:19.
The Apostle Paul tells us that Jesus
"..is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of every creature: For by Him were all things created, that are in heaven, and that are in earth, visible and invisible, whether they be thrones, or dominions, or principalities, or powers: all things were created by Him, and for Him: And he is before all things, and by Him all things consist." (Colossians 1:15-17)
Hebrews 1:8 - But
to the Son He says: "Your throne, O God, is forever and ever; A scepter of righteousness is the scepter of Your Kingdom.
John 1:1 clearly says - In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God and
“the Word was God.” John 1:14 says that “And
the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us”. This clearly indicates that Jesus is God in the flesh.
Colossians 2:9 (NKJV) For in Him
dwells all the fullness of the Godhead bodily. Colossians 2:9 - (Amplified) For in Him all the fullness of Deity (the Godhead) dwells in bodily form [completely expressing the divine essence of God].
Matthew 1:23 - Behold, a virgin shall be with child, and shall bring forth a son, and they shall call His name
Emmanuel, which being interpreted is, God with us. JESUS IS GOD.
I hope and pray that one day you come to the realization (just as Thomas finally did in John 20:28) when he said to Jesus, "My Lord and my God!" Jesus is my Lord and my God as well. Praise the Lord Jesus Christ!