Yeah, but learning that God punishes when we fail, and we are often failing, is painfully tiring. I was forced to be fearful and give up smoking, then two weeks later roughly, I had a sludge DVT in the leg, then itchy veins whenever I have coffee or coke etc. Or I was forced to quit drinking, n can't drink coke or strong drinks, lucozade etc because I feel sick and my eyes go green, oh and my gums bleed alot after brushing teeth, like a vampire. Or veins scan at itchy spots sometimes. Just what I learn is don't smoke or drink for years from your teens, uh, or annoy God by continuing to smoke by weakness. Then get DVT. Whatever, I'll be dead someday.