thanks for the kind words,despite standing firm for God,I consider other people's outlooks too,whether they be right or wrong,or complete fabrications,or simply too quickly concluded,I keep to being unjudgemental as possible,because I've been through "Alot" in the past and can often keep in mind that everyone has been "taught" different or in my case,force fed religious beliefs,so I try not to offend others(though sometimes when speaking biblically some things are possibly offensive to others,no matter in what way you speak of the bible)
I now am a firm believer of God of my own individual choice and am now beyond just being a mere believer,I'm living God's word,allowing God to use me as he sees fit,knowing full well that the path I have chosen with God has no turning back from,I am God's entirely,I may have a will of my own but now I put his will above my own,and am fearful of him only,I have had my fill of this world,now my time left is for God,the only possible thing that I may have in time is a wife and child,if these are not in my path with God then I accept that I face judgement day being not married and with no loss of virginity,and that I am content with of a certainty.