JJ408:
Young brother, I'm going to answer your quesitions... Pay close attention to what I'm going to say...
There are steps to salvation. Salvation is not only deliverance from the second death, destruction and permanent seperation from GOD in the afterlife, but it also has many benefits which makes life so much better here on earth. Before we consider how to become truly saved you must first understand that it is sin that seperated us from GOD to begin with. The Apostle Paul said in Rom 5:12 Wherefore, as by one man sin entered into the world, and death by sin; and so death passed upon all men, for that all have sinned:
But God loved us sooo much that HE gave HIS only Son that we might be saved from this second death and destruction and live eternally in Paradise, which is a spiritual realm of the utmost Glory of Glories (i.e. JOY PEACE LOVE ).
- Joh 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
Now, the Apostle Paul was the wise master builder that built on the foundation of the gospel of the Grace Kingdom which is in Jesus Christ... In Rom 2:16 Paul said, In the day when God shall judge the secrets of men
by Jesus Christ according to my gospel.
Rom 10:10 says, For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.
Here, the Apostle Paul is explaining that once you profess to believe that God rose Jesus from the dead [and he lives], you're going to start doing what's right, meaning that confession is made toward your actions lining up with what Jesus taught and how Jesus lived, which shows you REALLY believe that He lives in you and ultimately HIS SPIRIT inside you is the seal of Salvation.
Jesus told a ruler of the Jews, not to be amazed that you must be born again to goto Heaven....
- Joh 3:7 Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again.
- You were born into sin so you have to be "born again", which the Holyghost gives you the Spirit of adoption to become a son of GOD and joint-heirs with the firstborn among many brothers, Jesus Christ.
Jesus told Peter in Mat 16:19 And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.
Now, Jesus gave Peter those keys to the Kingdom in Acts the 2nd Chapter on the day of Pentecost... Of course, we know Jesus did not give Peter physical keys, but simply gave him the "access code" to enter in to the Kingdom of Heaven... So Peter being full of the Holyghost began to preach Jesus, and how HE was resurrected and lives

He preached to the very invividuals that mocked, beat and crucified Jesus...
Act 2:37 Now when they heard this, they were pricked in their heart, and said unto Peter and to the rest of the apostles, Men and brethren, what shall we do?
- The was terrifieed at this point and didn't know what to do, after they realized what they had done... But Peter having the keys said,
Act 2:38 Then Peter said unto them,
Repent, and
be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and
ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost.
Act 2:39 For the promise is unto you, and to your children, and to all that are afar off, even as many as the Lord our God shall call.
The Basis of Salvation:
- Repent means to turn away from your wicked ways, to stop doing evil deeds.
- Water Baptism in Jesus remits or blots out or washes away your past sins/ evil deeds.
- Gift of the Holyghost by which the grace is sent to give you POWER to walk in the liberty of living FREE FROM SIN.
- In Rom 5:21 The wise master builder explains, That as sin hath reigned unto death, even so might
grace reign through righteousness unto eternal life by Jesus Christ our Lord.
- Rom 6:22
But now being made free from sin, and become servants to God, ye have your fruit unto holiness, and the end everlasting life.
Jesus came to set the captives free and
Joh 8:36If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed
You become born again with the Holyghost, which is salvation, you are no longer bound to sin. You don't have to sin, you now have the POWER to live free from sin... Grace is unmerited help, meaning its nothing we have done to deserve this gift which empowers us to live as GOD's word commands us. That's Grace.
Will you live your life in darkness, being evil and a servant of sin or will you let Christ inside to give you a new heart and a new life to be a servant of GOD? The choice is yours.
In Joshua 24:15 Its says to
choose you this day whom ye will serve?
The devil wants to steal your joy, kill your blessings and destroy your soul... He will throw all types of fiery darts (evil thoguhts) into your mind to keep you from getting the Holyghost. Once you get the Holyghost you will know that your saved. The Holyghost will you give you the POWER to recognize and resist the devil.
When you were crying out for help, going to church regularly and had stopped listenign to degrading music, GOD was definately dealing with your heart and giving you a mind to seek Him.
Joh 6:44 No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day.
You are really young and the LORD loves your soul, I just want to encourage you to continue to pray that the LORD will draw you closer to Him and save you from a life of death and destruction. I pray the seeds sown will some day spring forth and bear fruit to GOD a hundredfold in JESUS name! Amen.