just in case anyone is wondering/asking..
It’s hard these days for me, wont Go into detail but as always I have sunk down into the pit of despair. Those who know me (as littlebit1987) know this already. I havent Feel like myself in days/weeks But About this time is when friends of any kind Leave me, which is why I rarely get on here anymore cause I don’t know How I will react to some folks here.
But please know I AM getting help, it’s just a process like anything else when you go see the doctor about an illness. Just. takes. Time.
thanks For being understanding
Hi She_is_Legendary,
Sorry to hear of your despair. I'll be praying for you and I am sure others will as well.
A Psalm of comfort that may comfort you is Psalm 42 I'll post it in full here. In Psalm 42 we can see the heart of despair in the Psalmist, but He remembers that his hope is i the Lord... and he says I will yet praise Him.
Keep seeking the help you are getting from professionals and remember that for a short time we may suffer in this life and God may grant relief but ultimately we all look forward to the time when - ‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away (Rev 21:4)."
For the director of music. A maskil[ of the Sons of Korah.
1 As the deer pants for streams of water,
so my soul pants for you, my God.
2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When can I go and meet with God?
3 My tears have been my food
day and night,
while people say to me all day long,
“Where is your God?”
4 These things I remember
as I pour out my soul:
how I used to go to the house of God
under the protection of the Mighty One[
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with shouts of joy and praise
among the festive throng.
5 Why, my soul, are you downcast?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and my God.
6 My soul is downcast within me;
therefore I will remember you
from the land of the Jordan,
the heights of Hermon—from Mount Mizar.
7 Deep calls to deep
in the roar of your waterfalls;
all your waves and breakers
have swept over me.
8 By day the Lord directs his love,
at night his song is with me—
a prayer to the God of my life.
9 I say to God my Rock,
“Why have you forgotten me?
Why must I go about mourning,
oppressed by the enemy?”
10 My bones suffer mortal agony
as my foes taunt me,
saying to me all day long,
“Where is your God?”
11 Why, my soul, are you downcast?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and my God.