Hmmmmm.
But you do:
Sorry, non sequitir. Brother, with all due respect your arguments are inconsistent, contradictory, and eisegetical.
You really need to study out Ephesians 1:19. I'd suggest Martyn Lloyd-Jones as a listen:
https://www.mljtrust.org/sermons-online/ephesians-1-19/his-power-from-beginning-to-end/
https://www.mljtrust.org/sermons-online/ephesians-1-19-20/the-greatness-of-his-power/
https://www.mljtrust.org/sermons-online/ephesians-1-19-23/the-final-consummation/
Please take the time and listen to this very good exegetical treatment of the text. Please? And learn?
You say it is not your faith, but then you claim you can believe then "unbelieve."
Chester, let's just say what is glaringly apparent: You are confused about the whole thing. That said, you also use much eisegetical theory when alluding to Scripture. I hope you will come to the truth that salvation is eternal and isn't dependent upon you.
I know, I know, you say it isn't dependent upon you.
Sorry, Chester, that is not true. There is no way it isn't true. The fact remains your salvation is up to you and your performance. You teach it. You preach it. You believe it. Then you try to talk yourself out of it.
It is up to you, you can stop believing and go in and out of salvation. What a schizophrenic false gospel that is my bro!