Rick. the problem is ,you have been told a lie, uncondional love does not save any one. Jesus on the cross save no one, when Jesus comes into your heart , you get saved. In a sense this "caling " "New birth " is free and unconditional, but on the other hand it will cost you your total conmittemt to Jesus. SO, this is what unconditionsal love looks like in your life experience: you will be totally transformed into the image of GOD in a moment. this is what happened to me, I got serious for salvation and begged God to come into me and save me, I stood us, a changed man. I feel transformed ,. no lights, no sounds ,just clean and renewed , ready to obey Jesus. You must Repent of your sins, trust in Jesus alone and obey Jesus, promise to die to self every day. pick up your cross, and follow Jesus every day. Love to all, Hoffco