My heart and hugs goes out to all the families of the victims. My heart cries for them. “May my heart always break with the things that break the heart of God.” , “Blessed even more is he who has not even been born and seen the evil that is done under the sun!”
When I was in grade school, we had to make a poster about the future that us kids would live in as adults. There were a lot of kids who drew pictures of inventions, like on the Jetsons. I had a bad feeling about the future, mine was the only negative one (I remember my teacher saying) even though I was a very positive person, then. Mine showed me pushing my kid on the swing. There was only an empty spot where the swing swung, and everywhere else in the park was knee-deep garbage. It also showed me taking her on a field trip, not to the zoo, but to see the last surviving tree, with movie-theater-rope around it, and two security guards guarding it.
But it is way worse than I imagined. If someone would have told me that schools, even elementary schools, and churches would get shot-up, and it becomes part of regular news, like the weather, I would have balled my eyes out, screaming, then fainted. Satan knows his time is running out, and he wants to get as much evil in as he can before he goes to eternal torment.
I always imagined dying in several ways- a martyr for God- being put on a cross, a burning stake, beheaded, or by failing health, or in my bed asleep because I was so old. In all these ways I had time to wrap my head around it and accept it. Time to say a prayer, and say goodbye to loved ones, while leaving them with advice that would promote love, health, and them going to heaven. Time to hire a complete stranger to read me the Bible daily- secretly for their own sake, in hopes that they would grasp on to soul-saving-truth, while I reflected on, and concluded my life, then telling God I’m ready to come Home.
I know we must always be ready in general, but I always imagined there would be time for closure. Never would I have imagined that I could be worshiping God in church, where I feel the safest, and then suddenly “Bang your dead.” No warning, no chance to reason with the person, or call the police, no self-defense lessons put to good use- just “Bang your dead.” (Purposely not putting a comma after ‘bang’, because my point is there’s no time).
“The love of most will grow cold.” Indeed!!! I would like to take everyone here on this site, yes even you (the ones who think I’m against them), and everyone in this world who at least claims to be a Christian, in one big group hug and huddle, and say “It is up to us, and only us, to warm our hearts with love to overflowing, to combat the fridged temperatures of the hearts that surround us.”
(Song)
It only takes a spark to get a fire growing
And soon all those around
Will warm up to its glowing-
that’s how it is with God’s Love
Once you’ve experienced it,
You’ll want to sing, it’s fresh like spring,
you’ll want to pass it on
(Song)
Lord, listen to Your children praying!
Lord, bring Your Spirit to this place!
Oh, oh, oh Lord, listen to Your children praying.
Send down peace, send down joy, send down love!
When the children of the Lord,
when the children of the Lord,
when the children of the Lord get down and pray,
waters will be parted, and we’ll walk across dry ground,
When the children of the Lord get down and pray.
“If My children (not the worldly), who are called by My name, will humble themselves, will turn away from their wicked ways, and seek My face, then I will hear them, and I will heal their land.”
During Hitler’s rule, millions thought it was the end of the world. But their land is now healed (My cousin now lives there). “Faith, Hope, and Love do remain.”
Let us warm our hearts into one big infernal (huge fire) to combat the cold hearts that have formed one big glacier. In the battle of fire vs ice, fire always wins. In the battle of light vs darkness, light always wins. We must get rid of evil habits, thinking there’s plenty of time, and focus on spreading God’s love and trulth- “for the days are evil, and we must shine like stars in a dark and depraved generation”