- Jul 3, 2015
I have read some of Joni Earekson Tada's books and visited her website, watched videos etc. I have somehow mixed feelings about her ministry. I know I should accept the disability and carry the cross given to me. But I do believe, and I need to believe, that this illness is not from God, and that He is more than able to heal me. And I believe He will. Perhaps it is not today or tomorrow, but at least when I come home to Him in Heaven, I will. I am afraid to belong to the disability pride movement, because I just can't be proud of the result of a fallen world which I see my illness as a result of.