If you believe what you see that the beauty of God transforms her inner and outer beauty then this is not sad, but glorious. It is a wonderful thing that the Godly faith of the woman leads her to believing in who you are as a man.
Hi, dear friend
De Tour!
I might be quite (or absolutely) wrong. In the past, as a rover scout of this life, I followed external signs, tracking my mental map and went screwed up in failures. Life also taught me to wear what I don´t want to wear and also knew a software (the inner part) do matters both men and women. I cannot use the full functions of a huge computer with my small-mind software.
I tend to believe the more I looked like the one I wanted, it was the best for both. It is said: "
Polos opuestos se atraen" ("opposite poles draws") (?) and it downed on me it is the opposite. The her beliefs are like mine we came close and, obviosly,
faith is not in front the forehead to be read or heard. Fashion is the outlook many has seen as a bait (I´m talking from the place where I am, the culture I´m trying to isolate from being detached) to follow up, and I´m quite sure I don´t like big fishes. i don´t like to fish (neither being fished) so I left that issue into God´s hands.
I made the decision to be alone. I don´t care telling this publicly (I´m me and there´s no other way).
I also vasectomized to get rid of those problems "beauty" caused me, and I also want Him to lead me to an isolate place where I´m not aware I´m an human being with natural drives: I messed up too many lives, and mine too. Since that happened (
it was my own fault) I made a plan to help my children or whomever I might help.
Women or men seek the same, feel the same, though ladies had it wired differently and EACH IS DIFFERENT. So "we", as men, need to know EACH women particularly.
There´s not a real clue for "each" as a general rule, and just
read from them, just
ask those you´ve met, to see how many have changed from one point to another extreme and, perhaps, ovulation is involved in their drifting away and, the only real clue
we men have is abiding in God´s works and will: He is the best matchmaking and marriage councellor.
Everything has to be tested!