Adore Him, littleChristone, keep following Him, I'm praying your answers are just what the Lord wanted for you last Sat. for ACT , and, whatever, but, just keep going forward with Him. IF He wants you to find a guy, make-up or no make-up, you will be found, just have faith in Him, you have a whole lot of life before you. Boys are good, not saying there not, just saying, let the Lord lead your life to them. Pray, often, 'Thy will be done, Father God.'
Just keep on keeping on doing what you're doing, working on your music playing on your guitar and, you mentioned, math's a bit of a struggle, I, when I was thinking ill-confidently of self's ability to understand proper math terms, went to library and got a 'Barron's math review thick paperback oversize book and I went through that thing cover to cover. And, when I was done--the Lord leads--I knew everything in that book and it helped me with my confidence in life, in work, from there, in a great way for myself as I knew, too, the Lord showed me exactly what I needed to quit my ill thinking of math insecurities.
God is our security. We just need to realize that He adores us 24/7, never a moment not. He will never leave us nor forsake us. These are 'great' words, and, God would not have said them in the bible if they were not the Truth.
Adore Him, play music for Him, your teenage life is temporal, His Love and life for you is eternal, but, yeah, everything else will fall into (perfect) place , little Christ one, when you put your eyes on Jesus, adoring Him
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