Well I guess you could say that I have felt like a tender, perhaps even a wounded animal for the past few days.
What I have been wanting is companionship with the body, for a couple months now.
I have been back in church, it's been okay.
Been feeling a lot more opposition hurled at me, it doesn't seem like the journey to find authentic friendships will be easy. I feel that The Lord has given me knowledge of discernment but the act of carrying it out with my heart wide open freaks me out. It's as if the way I will have to build these bonds will be out of some sort of character instead of myself. I find it kind of funny that The Lord said he will take us as we are, but the church has a hard time with that. Guess I'm just expecting the worst. It's hard go build deeper concern when it keeps coming at you aimlessly. Oh well! Party on Wayne!