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lil_christian

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That's great Arlene! You should put a cover on youtube. I've been wanting to buy a violin so bad. It's one of the few stringed instruments I've never gotten my hands on.
I'm telling you right now, transferring from a guitar to a violin...IS NOT EASY. Since there's no frets, it's MUCH more sensitive.


I should probably add I'm not trying to discourage you. :) Just a word of warning since I tried violin (before it became unplayable...tuning pegs won't hold at all) and it's just really not as easy as it looks. I'm going to buy a new one and try again when I can since I think it'll be beneficial.
 
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lil_christian

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Last night I got maybe 2 hours of sleep. I couldn't fall asleep, or stay asleep. The positive is that my cat was cuddly with me all night. The negative is that I feel physically sick right now. Long day ahead.
Aw man I hate that...I'll be praying God gives you strength today.
 
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Shouryu

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Comfy. Don't wanna get out of bed.

Hungry. Want eggs.

Vacation days are so stressful.
 
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Comfy. Don't wanna get out of bed.

Hungry. Want eggs.

Vacation days are so stressful.

*pours a bucket of ice water over your head* there now you have no choice You're welcome.

:eek:
 
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Jullianna

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Standing at the edge of something promising. Looking back and realizing how everything has led to this place. Wondering why you did not see it sooner. Wondering why you allowed other things to get in the way. Wondering what God will do with all you've learned, but wondering why it took you so long to learn it. :) Ready to open your arms wide to embrace something new and wonderful. It is a fantastically scary place to be.

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Shouryu

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*pours a bucket of ice water over your head* there now you have no choice You're welcome.

:eek:

Huevos rancheros suddenly becomes the better option when one is lying on a giant, cold, wet sponge. Eggs it is!
 

homwardbound

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They say it's okay to cry but it doesn't feel okay to. But it feels just as weird not to cry.


Seriously. Why are feelings and grieving so dang complicated?
It is part of our make up. Feelings are not bad in and of themselves. What is bad, is when they do the leading in anger and frustration, and is why God has called each of us to see from God's viewpoint through Son's finished work for us after we believed, God will lead and continue to get our attention through his type of love 1 Cor. 13:4-13, and that is the type of love God gives to us to have and give out, by the resurrected Christ
 

homwardbound

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Well I guess you could say that I have felt like a tender, perhaps even a wounded animal for the past few days.
What I have been wanting is companionship with the body, for a couple months now.
I have been back in church, it's been okay.
Been feeling a lot more opposition hurled at me, it doesn't seem like the journey to find authentic friendships will be easy. I feel that The Lord has given me knowledge of discernment but the act of carrying it out with my heart wide open freaks me out. It's as if the way I will have to build these bonds will be out of some sort of character instead of myself. I find it kind of funny that The Lord said he will take us as we are, but the church has a hard time with that. Guess I'm just expecting the worst. It's hard go build deeper concern when it keeps coming at you aimlessly. Oh well! Party on Wayne!
Keep the search going to the truth that sets you free, regardless of the worldly surroundings trying to keep you from truth that sets you free to be in love with all, no mater what they do and or say. God just love you and all
 

homwardbound

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Standing at the edge of something promising. Looking back and realizing how everything has led to this place. Wondering why you did not see it sooner. Wondering why you allowed other things to get in the way. Wondering what God will do with all you've learned, but wondering why it took you so long to learn it. :) Ready to open your arms wide to embrace something new and wonderful. It is a fantastically scary place to be.

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Crossing over is scary, yet when one does wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and God catches us in his hand and sets us free to love as he loves
 

homwardbound

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"You must spread some reputation around before giving it to homwardbound again." :(
here you go, you got it, Rep. Better to give than receive, wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can you see this world fighting over giving, in place of taking, or manipulating to get?
 
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Well, it´s 8.30 a.m. here, I have a migrein right now so I dídn´t go to school. Computer doesn´t help my headache at all so I guess I should try to get some sleep. But I just woke up..! :D
Ughh I know how you feel with migraines!! They are the worst!!! Helpful hint, try peppermint and lavender essential oils, it helps from time to time:)
 
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IloveyouGod

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No need to wonder why it's now and not earlier because God's time is always the right perfect time. :)


Standing at the edge of something promising. Looking back and realizing how everything has led to this place. Wondering why you did not see it sooner. Wondering why you allowed other things to get in the way. Wondering what God will do with all you've learned, but wondering why it took you so long to learn it. :) Ready to open your arms wide to embrace something new and wonderful. It is a fantastically scary place to be.

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lil_christian

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[video=youtube;otbR5NcCf4g]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=otbR5NcCf4g[/video]

This song...has described my life so much. It's like...it makes me wonder how I got to this point. It's really such a slow fade. God's grace is there for me to come back, though. It's hard to try and get back to God. I can't say I ever completely walked away. God's done too many good things in my life...for me, it's more like...okay. Where do I start, because everything's a mess. Maybe I'm using too many I's and that's the issue...