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homwardbound

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The friend I am staying with at the moment asked me if I wanted to go see the new Captain America movie with him & I was just like..."nah...I'm still recovering". He just looked at me & said,"I don't blame ya' at all,I wouldn't get on a bus ever again!" lol (too funny) I just have had enough of being in any vehicles for a bit. I think I need a week off from any sort of transportation that has doors or metal. My legs feel all crazy too. I dunno how people love to go on long trips cross country? I guess if yer' riding in like 1st class in a plane or on an awesome train it might be nice...or in a big car & someone else is driving.
I never travel like most people...in part because I don't own all the little gadgets I see people with. So many people have iPods & laptops with them...many have like entire duffle bags of food & water,book,knitting supplies...you name it! I never have anything with me,cept clothes. and what I need to stay smelling nice. Maybe that's my problem when I travel long distances...I need to bring stuff with me to entertain myself. *shrugs*
I'm just rambling again.
It's raining here (again)
cold. (again)
Pondering my future. How long will I be here? What next? I am broke beyond broke.
I had posted a bunch of my silly "poetry" and a few more serious thing's I'd written in the past few yrs on my fb page & a woman I used to go to church with saw it & said I inspired her to start writing again. That was kinda nice to hear,considering this woman is a real honest to goodness writer,not someone who rambles moronic drivel when they get a random thought. She said I shouldn't post stuff like that on fb but on a "real" website..or in a book. lol (isn't face book considered a real website?) I may,just for the heck of it,attempt another book of my art & poetry...maybe I'll make one before I die & like leave it to someone. lol Bleh...I dunno. Have I mentioned yet that I'd really like a cupcake? 'Cause I surely do.:p
Hang in there Itore, i see you in a process to learn much and do much, as you are going through this ordeal of yours
 

homwardbound

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I'm struggling.

It's hard to believe the truth when the lies seem to be the thing confirmed, making them not really lies at all. Perhaps it is only my perspective, but it certainly doesn't help. I know I'm being vague and I am on purpose because I'm not going to open my soul right now, I'm just putting down my stream of thought.

I just need to listen to His truth. Why is that so hard for me? I think I project what I think of people and what they think of me onto God, which is obviously not true. Oh, my feeble, fickle human mind.
Thank you Rachael, you know you are not alone in this don't you. nothing is new under the Sun. Stand fast and you will come through this rejoicing, see what is done and who done it including self if did or a part of, it matters not seeing the truth and facing the truth as it is is the most healing part of all and we stand tall in Father through Son
 

just_monicat

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I talked to the one person whose confidence I felt I had betrayed. Everything is good. =)
oh, i'm so glad to hear that!!! i just thought of you a bit ago and was about to ask you...

Happy to hear it misty. *hugs*

MonicaT we should catch up soon :)
hey ems! yes we should catch up--you need to stay up a little later!

how are you doing sis? any luck on the (new) job front?
 
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ww_21

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oh, i'm so glad to hear that!!! i just thought of you a bit ago and was about to ask you...



hey ems! yes we should catch up--you need to stay up a little later!

how are you doing sis? any luck on the (new) job front?

I will, last night I fell asleep because of my cold meds. No luck, but lots of changes. I will tell you about it tonight on chat. :)
 

just_monicat

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tonight we will be meeting to pray specifically for lil_christian's family.

we will meet in the singles chat room at 8 p.m. PST / 11 p.m. EST

all are welcome to join us in lifting up this family in prayer.

 
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iTOREtheSKY

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Because of my situation & location of the computer @ my friends house where I am staying I won't be able to be involved in meeting for prayer in lifting up lil & her family,but know that I have been praying & will be with you all in spirit tonight.

*sigh* one of the many downfalls of the situation I am currently in...no real privacy.
 
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ww_21

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I will be there to pray for lil and her family. Big hugs lil.
 

lil_christian

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I've started applying for college scholarships again. So far I've applied for two. One big one, and one minor one. Please pray that God provides a way for me to go to college. I do want to go. I think I need to. I have been in my comfort zone for way too long now. If college does anything for me, it's going to throw me right out of it. It's nerve-wracking, but at the same time exciting. I've lost my sense of adventure somewhere along the way, and I want it back.
 

Fenner

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Lilc praying for you and your family. Also praying about the college situation.
 
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Ugly

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*Prayer Request for Pipp*

Pipp received some upsetting news today. She is ok, but her and her family are shaken up. I won't divulge more and leave that up to her to decide.
So please pray for Pipp and her family for wisdom, strength and comfort... and also for the source of the upset.
 
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ww_21

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The day I will be completely satisfied with technology:

 
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It's days like this one where I feel like I'm wasting away. I've earned another buck. I've done my duty. I'm not sure what else I'm supposed to do. I'm not that talented, and I'm afraid to explore anything else. I tend to over indulge in what I like. Eh..