Congratulations on 30 years of sobriety!
Thank you it was a revelation from God to me directly, as when I heard this
You are trapped into this by not accepting the fact that your Sister is dead, I openly stood up and accepted this fact that i never had wanted to accept from 14 to 27, that she is dead in the flesh physical being, and lost all desire to drink and do drugs from that moment on as soon as i said it aloud, "Today I accept she is dead" that was the first layer to healing as an onion being peeled back and hurts a lot in the process. Many layers have been peeled since and maybe still more only God knows whom I trust daily and some days have not, yet been learning to trust deeper and deeper through all tragedies that have taken place afterwards, For there are many as I am sure in you and all others here on earth. We are not alone, tragedy is constant along with change
And so Christ wrote and is quoted as saying:
John 16:33 These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the
world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have
overcome the
world.