Streams of Sub-Consciousness Thoughts
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I will try to go on the topic that was on the first post.
Im realizing that I have a tendancy to settle for men that I think will be interested in me, not ones that I necissarily like. It stems from my general insecurity of being left all alone, so I tend to lean towards men that I know wouldnt leave me.
Horrible I know, but Im just now figuring out that I do that, so at least there's hope I can change this behavior for my own sake and the man's as well.
Im realizing that I have a tendancy to settle for men that I think will be interested in me, not ones that I necissarily like. It stems from my general insecurity of being left all alone, so I tend to lean towards men that I know wouldnt leave me.
Horrible I know, but Im just now figuring out that I do that, so at least there's hope I can change this behavior for my own sake and the man's as well.
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A full on relationship doesn't seem like it's going to happen in the near future, and I think I'm fine with that, feels like a big transitional period in my life atm, I couldn't fully invest myself in someone else, Nor would I want someone to invest so heavily in me. I used to put so much emphasis on finding a girlfriend but not anymore.
I am sitting here amazed that the Lord is trusting in my care a woman with deep inner and outer beauty that will become my wife in 10 days. I have done nothing to deserve such an honor and a privilege and I can only give thanks to the Lord. I will be proud to have her as my wife and I promise to always be faithful and loving towards her as her husband.
