Streams of Sub-Consciousness Thoughts

[JesusLives]

I'm coming to realize that I honestly don't believe any guy will ever want to be with me. Like if a guy told me he wanted to date me to my face, I'd look at him like he had just said he believed the world was flat and was planning an ocean voyage to prove it. It would be beyond a massive worldview shift, so much so that I can't even conceive of it happening. It just out there like some sort of data point near the far edge of the bell curve that is such a remote outcome you don't even take it into account when you are considering things practically.

I divorced at the age of 24 and then for a few years proceeded to make mistakes and date the wrong guys and I learned personally that I had made men idols putting them before God. Then I stopped taking care of myself and got very heavy and stopped flirting, or caring and was disgusted with men who seemed to be looking for a weak woman or a Barbie Doll type woman and so I gave up and put blinders on and totally stopped looking for a relationship and 35 years slipped by.

I won't bore you with the rest of the story as most all of CC knows my recent love encounter and marriage. But when God works on a life He has a plan for that life and when things seem impossible for us with God none of it is impossible. All I can say now is that I learned in that long waiting period to put God first and long for someone who would do the same and then to love me for who I am. Thank God He gave me that and all I can say now is that it was well worth the wait.

Don't give up hope and learn the lessons God is teaching you in the meantime as He has a plan for your life too.

 

[wwjd_kilden]

My heart always wanders
to the birthplace of Jesus
there my thought are gathered
as if all summed up

There my longing is at home
there my faith has it's treasure
I can never forget you
blessed Christmas night

 

[tourist]

I am missing my honey at the moment. I pray that I am always a loving and faithful husband. She is a wonderful wife and I am truly blessed.

 

[tourist]

Tomorrow is Christmas Day. Perhaps I will chose not to smoke tomorrow.

 

[JesusLives]

Thank you for the present you gave me Christmas Day. My prayer is that you will give me this gift everyday for the rest of your life. Smoke free and breathing easier. Zero is the target number for life you can do this I have confidence in God that He will help you want to stop and never want to pick up another cigarette for the rest of your life. You will learn to hate them and hate them for the time they have already robbed from you.

I hate them already for the people they have stolen from my life with God's help you won't be one of them. I am praying and believing you have already won the VICTORY over them through Jesus Power.......You are set free just take the free gift that is being handed to you. You are a slave no more to nicotine believe it and receive it. Loving you forever....Your Blond Wife

 

[JesusLives]

Sub-Conscious thoughts are these the ones just below the surface? Then maybe I have a few of them let me lift up the rug and see what is just below the surface. There it is the hammer I lost bought a new one at Lowes just yesterday as I needed to hang up a few things in the house so I got the new hammer and nailed it.

Had a few loose screws and not a very good selection of nails so got a couple variety packs of those too. So I can nail it and screw it now as I have a new fresh supply of hardware items. I am so glad I took wood working in school instead of home ick... no wonder I hate cleaning so much I'd rather do demo or building than cleaning.... Mental note to self remember to really check out a maid this year to come in at least once a month....will be well worth the cost whatever it is....... There we go rug back down and into place right where it belongs.......

 

[Lynx]

There's more cleaning than blasting in demolition work. The explosions are what they show on TV but they never show the hours of shoveling debris afterward.

 

[JesusLives]

There's more cleaning than blasting in demolition work. The explosions are what they show on TV but they never show the hours of shoveling debris afterward.

Maybe that's why people don't ask me to clean for them I just do the blasting....nothing left to clean....there's a thought.

 

[tourist]

My baby is sore tonight. I will go provide her comfort and tender loving care.

 

[didymos]

I don't wanna make dinner.
I wish I could order something here, then this site would be PERFECT.

 

[tourist]

I don't wanna make dinner.
I wish I could order something here, then this site would be PERFECT.

Perhaps you have to check out the menu.

 

[JesusLives]

When Blond last checked her visits she had 13,013 profile visits. Now there is a fun number for you and since I like the number 13 and our mailbox number is 13 I am o.k. with it.........just thought I'd share that before the number changes.....

 

[Mo0448]

I will change that number!

 

[Mo0448]

I've been having very bad lower back pain lately...I've decided I'm going for a check-up which I haven't done so in two years...I've always been generally very healthy but my body is telling me something is wrong I should check up on it...other than that I'm very Blessed God is so good and I undeservingly so accept his free grace strength and encouragement for the year to Come....Glory to you Lord Holy Holy Holy in the highest as the angels would sing

 

[1still_waters]

A noise similar to this was just now in my head.
[video=youtube;qM_wHcgFML0]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qM_wHcgFML0[/video]

 

[violakat]

And just exactly what were you doing with the baby? Hmmm.

Oh wait, you mean a figurative noise. Silly me.

But seriously, did you figure out what it was?

A noise similar to this was just now in my head.
[video=youtube;qM_wHcgFML0]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qM_wHcgFML0[/video]

 

[didymos]

Perhaps you have to check out the menu.

Maybe I should get one of those new printers.

 

[tourist]

Dear Heavenly Father - I thank you for my wonderful, beautiful wife and for trusting me with her heart. With your grace I pray that I will always be a loving and faithful husband to the woman that I love with all of my heart.

 

[ArtsieSteph]

I think I can honestly say I'm afraid of falling in love. I've never been and...I dunno...I know it's not scary, but it's new. And new can be intimidating.... Well whoever the guy is he better be ready, because I am super awkward at everything, I imagine being in love will be way more awkward hahahaha.

 

[theteachermiss]

I think I can honestly say I'm afraid of falling in love. I've never been and...I dunno...I know it's not scary, but it's new. And new can be intimidating.... Well whoever the guy is he better be ready, because I am super awkward at everything, I imagine being in love will be way more awkward hahahaha.

Wait til you start wanting a family of your own...