Welcome to the thread, Socreta!!!
I'm very glad to see you here.
If I may say so, you were one of the people I had in mind when I wrote this and the Yearbook thread, because I was hoping the format might be somewhat more inviting to people who might otherwise be reluctant to post.
You are not alone.
Many of us here--including myself--confess to being "nobodies" as well. I can very clearly remember the faces of the popular, pretty girls laughing at me, and the reasons why they laughed.
Fortunately, we are all "someone" in Christ, and maybe we can all help each other find the "someone" that He wants us to be.