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Do you know what a Christian is? Why did you think you were one before?
Yes and yes.
Just not for me I am afraid - but I had incredible experiences during the time I did walk on the path.
I feel like it has helped me to be able to understand where my fam is coming from - before - when I was a young adult- I hated Christianity - but I did not know it at all you know?
I constantly fought with my mom and her family because they never stopped fighting me on every corner.
But now I am just kinda like a tree in the river - I stay there - and the waters they flow and their speeches are the water and I will stand. And heir words will flow - and I will be silent mostly and listen to their wisdom - for they are older and show them respect for their beliefs. But I most likely won't agree with them anymore.
And It will be okay It is actually nicer now between my mother and I because before we constantly were at odds about the bible lol now I don't really care - whatever she believes, if it brings her joy, security or peace or whatever - it is fine - if she wishes to pray in Jesus name - he was a worthy holy man - why not? I don't think any prayers are ever spoken in vain - no matter who they are directed to
I am from a spiritual family and I am a spiritual person. We aren't all that different in the end after all <3
I hope you have a wonderful new years and a very happy 2021