Some parents don't care about their kids. they abuse them, neglect them, even kill them. They do this cuz they hate their kids and/or find it amusing to do those things and/or are apathetic about their (kids) existence. whats to say, if a god created us, that he is not any/one of those types of parents? (as he seems to be, not saying he is, just saying seems)
(be advised bible verses about gods love have very little merit with me cuz they can't be proven)
You are absolutely right. One of my favorite movie lines is from Father Of The Bride, Keanue Reeve's character says something along the lines of "you have to have a license to drive, you have to have a license to cut hair, you even have to have a license to catch a fish, but any scum sucking butthole can be a parent". And it's very true. There are a whole lotta people out there having kids they have no 'right' to be having. As in, they are not right to raise kids.
Is God one of these parents? Well I could say no but you'd probably want more than just my word on that (dang). And I'm not one to quote a lot of chapter and verse, I abhor the verse wars that arise from it (altho everything we believe
should be traceable back to scripture). It's actually worse than you think, He flat out tells us that if we accept our place as His children we are going to suffer for it. Why would a loving parent allow that? Well, because we're apart from Him at the moment, occupying a hostile land - much like a parent who allows their child to join up and go to Afghanistan to be blown up. They don't wish it upon their children, but they respect their children's right to choose how they live - and how they die. And if their child dies, do they regret ever having them? I've never met anyone who did.
And I don't agree that God's love can't be proven. It is proven every time I touch someone and speak a word of healing to them; it is proven every time I hand a bag of food to a homeless person, it is proven every time I come before God seeking miraculous things and miraculous things happen. See, that's what you need, is to not read or hear the words but
see them in action. And that's what I pray for you;
Lord, open this Young man's eyes, that he may see what it is he only hears at the present. Ephphatha!
Let me ask you this - do you wish you could just cease to exist, and see niether heaven or hell?