I'm a really frustrated. I've been looking for a dentist for my mom, but she doesn't have the greatest insurance. She's permanently disabled, so she has medicare and medi-cal. And for all the money she put into the system, the system she WORKED for for years and years, gives her crappy payback. I feel helpless which angers me because for the majority of my life, anger has fueled me. But I can't go back to what made me powerful, so I'm stuck seething, wanting to dole out justice, and knowing it doesn't make a darn bit of difference.
Please don't tell me to surrender it to God, or that he'll take care of things, Jesus doesn't want you to be angry, or anything like that. I've very well aware of what the bible says. Despite what some people on this site think.