Well, reading some of your newer threads, I had hoped you were making progress, but I see you've backslidden once again. If you dont want us treating you like a troll, then stop acting like one!!! With the attitude you have right now, God wont give you ANYTHING you ask for, because you are arrogantly DEMANDING him!! You need to HUMBLY ASK him!! Not demand and say God better give me this..God better give me this guy. God dont work that way, he does'nt listening to prayers TELLING and DEMANDING him what to do. You have alot to learn about humility and pride. Until you put this arrogant, stubborn selfish attitude aside, God will not hear your prayers.