The true "movie" will be seen in heavens: He acted like a dictatorial leader, those days, and later on, He changed.
Read the passage, count the ones who followed Him, and think why He had to pray and fast to get those 12: He needed to know those GOD had appointed and Peter, a strong man, showed the one he was when he cried for help at that storm:
Mat 14:30 But when he saw the wind, he was afraid, and beginning to sink he cried out, "Lord, save me."
Mat 14:31 Jesus immediately reached out his hand and took hold of him, saying to him, "O you of little faith, why did you doubt?"
Was Peter new to the sea (a lake 40 meters deep)?
A strong man, like Pete, cried when he denied his own and personal friend.
Luk 22:61 And the Lord turned and looked at Peter. And Peter remembered the saying of the Lord, how he had said to him, "Before the rooster crows today, you will deny me three times."
Luk 22:62 And he went out and wept bitterly.
Again, a strong man like Pete, did the same (inside him, in secrecy):
Joh 21:17 He said to him the third time, "Simon, son of John, do you love me?" Peter was grieved because he said to him the third time, "Do you love me?" and he said to him, "Lord, you know everything; you know that I love you." Jesus said to him, "Feed my sheep.
Show US where any person here, women or men, is promoting a crying baby or a whining man?
It is only you who assumed that, from the beginning.